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Rylee had lost count of how many days it had been since others had left for the mountain. She had started to keep track in the dirt next to her bed, but after a while it just seemed hopeless. Camp Jaha was cold without many of the 100 around. Since the adults had come down, the days went about differently, slower, more managed. She felt even more trapped than she had under Bellamy's rule. At the mere thought of him, her heart ached. Bellamy was in the Mountain. His need to keep everyone safe was an unfortunate yet beautiful trait that he possessed. She hadn't heard any news from him or any of the others and it made her fear for the worst.





She and Bellamy had left things on good terms, being the need for the other when the time was necessary. But since had had been gone, she felt an increasing desire to be with him and more than just physically. Her heart broke when she first discovered his plan to leave camp and go to help save the others. Yes of course she wanted them to be safe, but the idea of him being in harms way with no idea what he was walking into scared her half to death.





Rylee had ventured out into the Grounder territory. Sure there was much more to be discovered, but the 100 had a better idea of what was out there. They had plans in place for when the toxic rain came. They knew how to survive in the worst conditions. But the Mountain...that was an entirely different beast. She couldn't even begin to imagine what was happening there. They were told when they came down that the Mountain was meant to keep 300 people sustained for 2 years. By the rumors spreading around camp, it became more apparent that that 2 year timeline had been greatly increased. That only made Rylee more anxious. She was sure that with new scientific and technical developments, the Mountain Men were more than capable of creating horrors that she and the others had never seen before. And the thought of her friends....and Bellamy....being in there was enough to drive her mad.





Lying on her bed, Rylee stared up and felt her heart aching again. She had no idea if she’d ever see Bellamy….the last time she saw him might be all she has to get her through. She knew they had settled on no feelings, no relationship, just them when they needed to be a “them”. But now…now with him gone she couldn’t help but think if things would have been different if he was still here.





She sighed as she pushed herself up off of her bed. She couldn’t keep focusing on it…on him. There was still work to be done around camp. As she was putting on her jacket and boots, she heard talking…yelling from outside her quarters. Pushing back her door she walked out into the light and blinked as the sun shined brightly into her eyes. She looked towards the gate and saw the guards opening the doors. That almost never happened….





Who was out there?





She walked towards the entrance and stopped dead in her tracks. It was the others…coming back from the Mountain….but she didn’t see him. She didn’t see his hair or dark eyes…she didn’t see him among the others. She pushed through people, past friends, past enemies, determined to not admit the worst to herself.





Where was he…





And then she stopped again, her breath caught in her throat. Watching as he said goodbye to a disheveled and determined Clarke. His brown hair matted and yet still tossing in the wind. His clothes torn, but he was there. Standing and alive. She didn’t even have the strength to move."You're alive?" The words fell from her lips barely above a whisper, scared to move, fearing it could all be a dream.  She just stared at him hoping that when he turned around it would in fact be him….


...that it would be Bellamy…

Rylee kept her eyes on Atom watching as he kept his gaze on the slowly suffering animal. She didn’t want the animal to suffer anymore. She just wished he would kill it already. She did like anyone to suffer. People and animals didn’t deserve to wait out their deaths in pain. That wasn’t fair to anyone. Rylee jumped a little hearing Atom’s knife connect with the animal’s flesh. She let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, once the animal was dead.



She felt his eyes on her and she let her own meet his. A small smile finding her lips at his words. Next time? She was glad there was going to be a next time. At the mention of carrying the animals back to camp, she laughed softly. “Well…I can certainly try…but you are definitely stronger than I am..” She felt a blush rise to her cheeks. She was quick and intuitive with her skills, but she was tiny. Rylee did not have as much muscle as some of the girls that came down with the 100. Some of them were scary….but not Rylee. She was dangerous, but not because of her muscle.



A wind suddenly blew through the trees and Rylee looked up, smiling as the leaves fell down around them. They didn’t have anything remotely close to nature up on the Ark. It was moments like this that she craved. It was moments like this that made her want to leave the gated camp that the 100 were forced to live in. She wanted to close her eyes and twirl in the wind, dance in the rain, and run through the woods. But she knew how unsafe it could be out here. Despite the secret beauty it all held, there were dangers too…dangers even she couldn’t fathom.



And that scared her more than anything…

Rylee smiled at his words. She was glad she wasn’t the only inexperienced hunter out today. Her eyes darted to his animal. It was still twitching but definitely wasn’t going to be going anywhere anytime soon. Her boar on the other hand? He was suffering. He waddled around like a lost puppy and was in pain. Rylee just wanted his suffering to end. She wasn’t sure she would be able to do that.



Kids on the Ark got sent to the Sky Box for devious deeds. Murder, stealing, drugs, abuse. Rylee? She flirted with the wrong person and was in the wrong place at the wrong time. She did nothing wrong except try to get herself out of a bad situation using her assets. Killing an animal wasn’t something she was exactly gifted at. Nor something she liked to think about. An animal in pain was a sad thing to witness.



At his voice, Rylee brought her eyes back to his. She felt his eyes on her and she was suddenly biting her bottom lip as her nerves bundled up. She took a step back from the boar and looked over at him. “Show me…” She said softly. “Please…” She added on with a small smirk playing on her lips.



Something about the idea of Atom showing her how to kill a live animal, it was sending adrenaline through her veins. Pulling a piece of cloth from her pack, she wiped the blood off her knife and started to take off what she could from her hands. Turning her gaze back to Atom, she tilted her head watching to see what his next step would be.

Bellamy’s words ran through her ears and caused her heart to race faster inside of her chest. He needed her too. Regardless of if all of this was only for tonight, he needed her too. That was all she needed to hear to know that what they did was all worth it. They both needed to let go of pain and it appeared they had done so successfully. She was more than okay with taking full advantage of tonight.



Rylee searched his eyes, his dark beautiful eyes. They told so much about him. How pained his past was…how sad he felt now…about what she wasn’t sure. But she knew he had pain. And it wasn’t pain from his shoulder that was written on his face. It was pain from life…from experience…from everything he had seen. She wished she could take it all away from him. She wished that their night together was enough to drain all of his bad emotions and make him happier.



His last sentence brought a soft smile to her lips and she closed her eyes gently when he kissed her temple. “No matter what happens tomorrow or the next day...or the next…I am here for you…” She opened her eyes and put her hand on his cheek gently. “I’m here for you…” She whispered again. “No matter what you’ve done or what you will do…someone has to be here for you…” She looked up into his eyes. “And I will be here…” She bit her bottom lip gently.



Rylee grabbed his arm and wrapped it back around her body, not wanting the moment to disappear. She wanted to stay in his arms forever. But she knew that this could very well be the only moment they would ever have together. Regardless of what their future was, this present moment they were in was exactly what she needed…exactly what she wanted and she needed it to last.

Each noise that Isaiah made caused a welcomed hum against her skin and her core. It only added to the pleasure and sensations that she was feeling. Every move he made with his mouth caused her to feel each flick of his tongue and breath of air he let out. It was driving her crazy. She felt her back arch again as his tongue went deeper. Isaiah’s movements were enough to get her over the edge…she couldn’t wait until he was actually inside of her.



Suddenly his fingers were back inside her, competing with his tongue and she let out a moan, before his name escaped her lips again. “Oh, Isaiah…” She whimpered, feeling her body quake again, anticipation building. “I-I, oh God…” She let out softly, gripping the sheets underneath her, her back arching again. She knew that she was only moments away from being thrown into ecstasy again and Isaiah hadn’t even reached it once. She had a feeling he was waiting for the final event, but she wanted him to feel it too.



Rylee had barely any more time to contemplate her thoughts before one final movement of his fingers and tongue sent her flying into passionate bliss. A soft shriek mixed with a moan left her lips as she came undone. She was pressed against the bed as her body betrayed her, falling prey to Isaiah’s temptations. Rylee had never felt anything like this before.



But it wasn’t even over yet…the real event had yet to begin…and she knew that Isaiah was most excited about that…Closing her eyes for a moment, she let her breathing slow. “That was amazing…” She whispered, her eyes still closed as she tried to regain her composure, though that was far from happening. “So..amazing…”

Rylee sighed as she trekked through the woods, a few steps behind her counterpart for the journey, Atom. He was a close friend of Bellamy’s but seemed to be on the outs as of late. She wasn’t sure what had happened other than the fact that he had done something to greatly upset Bell…and it involved Octavia. Rylee wasn’t stupid…she could put two and two together. She grabbed her hair in her hands and quickly threw the whispy curls into a messy bun before catching up to Atom. She smiled at his words. “I’m fine…you don’t have to worry about me.” She let out a gentle laugh.



Her laughter stopped and her ears perked at the sound of rustling close by. She froze, only her eyes moving as searched for the source of the sound. Both she and Atom found them at the same time, their eyes both on the animals not far from them. Rylee kicked her knife out of her boot and gripped her hand tightly around the blade.



As Atom whispered to her, she looked up at him and nodded. She thought it was sweet how he thought she needed “protecting” but she wouldn’t fight him on it. For his sake and for her “girliness”, she would “stay close” to him and let him lead the way.



Rylee, gripping her knife, followed after Atom, her steps quiet and careful to avoid the noisy leaves or sticks. She wasn’t watching ahead of her for a moment and before she knew it, she had walked right into Atom. She gasped softly and pressed her hands against his back gently, staying quiet, her eyes still on the animals. They were oblivious to the two young adults watching them…and that was perfect.