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Post by Roma Bragg on May 29, 2016 2:03:21 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
He said her name, equally shocked. Roma reached out to touch him (at this point even hugging Murphy would comfort her, and that said a lot at how far she had fallen) but he jumped up to rush the doors! Rude! "Yeah, cause I've not tried that." She muttered under her breath. She'd forgotten how annoying he was sometimes. He turned and questioned her. "They saved me, and wanted information." And she'd talked before they could hurt her. Roma talked and talked and talked. Until they decided to ignore her. She'd been in here for MONTHS!
She stood up and watched his face closely. "Wait . . . what do you mean you thought I was dead?" He had been banished before she had gone missing. How would he know she was 'dead' unless . . . "Did you go back to camp?! Does everyone think I am dead?!" She asked in a bit of a panicked tone. If they thought she was dead then no one was looking for her! Her MONTHS of waiting for help were for nothing, because no one was coming!! She was going to die here with MURPHY of all people as a house guest because no one knew she was alive!! Roma felt her breathing escalate as panic sent in. Still, there was one thing she had to know: If everyone thought she was dead . . . "Was anyone sad about it?!?!" Someone had better have been sad damn it!
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 29, 2016 1:51:28 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
Roma waited for his answer but she would be disappointed, for he was not going to give her the easy out she so longed for. "No. I'd rather talk," But she didn't. She wasn't sure what she wanted, or how she felt, and she damn well wasn't ready to figure it out--so she wasn't ready to talk to him. Roma stared at his face for a long moment, trying to figure it out. "Please?" He added on, and she took a slow deep breath. "Alright." She agreed, before looking away.
Roma walked to the door and entered her code to open it, before walking in. Normally she would have . . . who knows. Started talking. Started undressing. Even try to make him agree to plans later, but this time she felt unsure of herself, and she hated it. She couldn't meet his gaze so instead she stood near the table, and tried to think of a way to hold this off. It couldn't be done forever. Roma wasn't an idiot, and she knew that she'd have to tell him sooner or later, but . . . what did she tell him? Bellamy, I'm going to have a baby that I don't want and have no ability to take care of.
What made this harder, is that she knew him. Bellamy had always put his family first. Instead of kill a baby, his mother had put his sister under the floor for 16 years. He had protected her, and given up who he could have been for her. For Bellamy, he would always pick the baby---and that wasn't something she could do. She was self centered, and liked being the center of attention. She didn't want to change. Maybe that made her a bad person, but she was fine with who she was. She couldn't raise a baby! She could barely take care of herself! Forcing herself to turn and look at him she felt her breathing go a little faster. "So . . . . how was your trip?" She asked, trying to figured out what she had to say to him--because she knew it would need to be said here.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 17, 2016 16:18:18 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
Roma could feel him inside her. Not just HIM but when he finished inside her she could feel the warm liquid filling her. It was one of her favorite fillings. Pun intended. Her arms were no longer working it seemed. Nothing was. They had fallen back tot he bed to rest near her head while she worked on catching her breath. Her eyes closed as she savored the feeling. His kiss on her cheek was what made them lift to wrap slowly around him again. The little death. It was what some called the climax, and this time she really felt it. When he rested his forehead on her's, and his hand cupped her cheek, she then finally opened her eyes. "You ok?"
A smile made her lips twitch before they broke open into a lazy grin. It didn't last long, for she was still dealing with some heavy emotions, but she did smile. He could do that too her. "I know it's been a while, but I don't think ok has ever covered what we do." She muttered, teasing him as best she could in that moment. Her emotions were still raw, she still had the blood test on her mind, but right now she was far from ok. Before she entered the room she would have said she wasn't ok. She was hurting. Now she wasn't ok, she was feeling a bit better then that. She could feel the wetness under his hand on her cheek, and she knew why he asked. Her tears had been good tears, but Roma rarely cried. The only time she could remember crying was when he had kicked her out of his bed on the Ark.
Her smile faded, as she tried to give him what he was asking for. "It's been a while since I've felt anything but afraid. You make me feel safe." She told him, "Not like safe from others. Safe from everything happening in my head." It was more then she had ever opened to him before, and she wasn't sure how he'd react to her expressing a need for him. They had always been 'no strings' and 'no promises' but right now, she really needed him. Her fingers brushed over a scar, and she looked into his eyes. They both knew they were not talking about the sex when he had asked her if she was ok, and she knew he would know that wasn't what she was asking either. "Are you ok?" She could tell that he had gone through hell. His body bore the results of what looked like fighting and . . . burns? Whatever had happened, she didn't think either of them had been safe since coming down here. Perhaps for him it had not been since he was six, and his sister was born. Tilting her face up, she kissed him. This one meant to comfort rather then for passion.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 17, 2016 4:09:03 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
It was too much! Not just physically, but emotionally. After being alone for so long, she was feeling everything again. Where she had been cold, her body felt on fire, and inside her even more so. Where she had been alone, she not felt wanted. Where she had bee afraid, she now felt safe. He had done that, had always done that, since the day she had heard him say 'she's with me'. He kissed her, before his nipped at her neck. The feeling of his teeth caused her fingers to curl, and her nails to scratch over his back as she fisted her hand, needing the illusion of holding on.
He was growing close. She could tell. Reading his emotions had always been hard for her, but reading him here--she had learned to read him here. Where outside the bed Bellamy had always played things close to his chest, and you never quite knew what he was thinking; in bed she had learned to read him. Perhaps it was why she she so often pushed herself at him.
Her body grew stiff, as she fought to reach the climax. Roma's eyes squeeze tightly shut and she tried to pull in enough air to keep her breathing. She get everything building, just out of each. And then he said her name, and she was lost. He'd not done that before, not like this, and the sound of caused hot tears to fall over her cheeks as the euphoric wave shot up from where he was buried within her and flooded her body in a sharp burst of something stronger then she had felt before. She had never been one to be quite, but the cry that fell from her lips as her head feel back, was louder, less practiced, then before. She had no more control, she could only feel. And for the first time since she entered the woods--it felt perfect.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 15, 2016 19:04:37 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
Roma was running, and she didn't know if she could stop. She never should have left the group, but she was afraid, and she had thought they were behind her for a moment, but when she realized they weren't it was too late! Her heart was beating so fast, and she couldn't think about thing but the fear right now! Pausing for a moment she looked around, trying to see if anyone was following her, or which way she could run. With her blood moving so quickly she wasn't taking in as much details as she normally would, so instead she just turned to run.
There was a root of a tree that stuck up slightly, and it tripped her, causing a spear to lodge in the tree right where she had been standing. Pushing up she rounded the tree and ran the other way! She cried out for her friends--well, for the only one she thought of as a friend--while she kept running. Looking back over her shoulder she failed to see the tree branch before she ran smack into it, and it knocked her breath out of her. The world spun, and she tried to suck in a breath, as she looked back to see if they were chasing her. She could see them gaining closer, the spear once again in their hand. "Please," she begged to them, but her voice didn't carry far, as she was still trying to absorb the pain of running into the tree.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 15, 2016 17:26:15 GMT
How cute. Earth Skills. As if I will ever need to know any of that. We aren't going to Earth for another hundred years, so me learning some pointless tricks on how to make fire is only wasting my time, and I have more important people to do. Roma
Roma felt his hand moved down, and she felt the anticipation build up, knowing that he would see help ease the ache that was growing between her legs. Vaguely, in the back of her mind she wished she could record the sound he made when he pushed into her, but the thought was fleeting as she mostly just felt everything, and her thoughts left her. It had been so long since she felt safe, so long since she had felt comfort like this. "Bellamy," her cried his name, in almost a whimper as she begged him to help take her higher.
He began to move, and with each slide in or out of her, the feeling only grew. Her hands moved over his back, before one of them tangled into his curls and held him closer. Each kiss, each touch was exactly what she needed and not enough at the same time. She wanted to pull herself into him, and never feel anything but this moment again. She arched her hips up to met his thrusts, her hands that wasn't in his hair, moving down over his back, to squeeze his ass, before sliding up his side and use his shoulder for leverage. His body seemed to encase her's, and the thought was the last thing she remembered before everything started to leave her.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 12, 2016 16:40:05 GMT
He turned them, and pressed her into the bed. Roma loved the feel of his weight over her, how he was wider then her, and seemed to encase her there; leaving her feeling untouchable in the cage of his arms and body. It was unfair of her to hold so much expectation from him, but unlike the others she had never strong or bold. She didn't reach for weapons, but had rather run away. Unlike the others she had always needed someone there.
He pressed his forehead to her's when the kiss broke, and for a moment they just remained there. His hand moving over her skin, and her hand over his back. Her breast pressed into him, and their breaths mingling. The moment felt heavy, but good at the same time. With words she would never tell him on her lips, and i was as if he was thinking of something too. Her hands moved up to cup his jaw, and just touched his face for the moment. She shifted her face so that her nose ran down the length of his in this stolen moment in their passions. They had never been overly vocal people with their emotions. She made her displeasures known, and her likes, yeah--but she never spoke of love, she never spoke of needing him. He never did either ether. In this moment, she could feel it. She knew that her 'death' had been hard on him, and whatever had followed had not been easier either. They were no longer children. While technology he had been an adult before; in hindsight they were nothing but children back then.
Then the moment was over, and he was kissing her again, Her arms moved around his neck and held him to her. She wanted to touch him, she wanted there ti be better light so she could see the changes that she had felt, but right now the only thing she could think of was wanting him buried deep inside her, and making her feel human again. Her legs mimicking her arms around his hips, once his pants were free. Her fingers tangled into his hair, and she kissed him like she might not get another chance.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 12, 2016 0:58:30 GMT
By now the doctors would have noticed she was gone, and by now they would be looking for her. With any luck Miller would tell them where he took to her and no one would knock on this door. Bellamy joked back to her about his hair, but Roma quite at a place where she could laugh and jest so freely. Inside she was still feel alone, and the comfort of his touch was easing that. He moved them toward the bed, and sat down before pulling her over him. Roma sat there while he pulled off her shirt, but she wasn't going to remain idle for long. She wanted to feel him.
Moving so her knees were on the bed, and she could stand on them, while still astride him. With him sitting it made her a few inches taller then him, and she could push his head back and kiss him from above. Her hands pulled his shirt off too, and she tossed it behind her. Her hands fell over him, and she kept kissing him. "That we have soap and shampoo here." Pulling back she looked at him. "Really?" She said, looking back tot he door. They could wash up! Her hair could be clean! Roma was thinking about that for a few seconds before she felt something under her finger tips. Turning she looked back at his skin, and noticed the little changes. He had new scars that she had not seen before.
Roma looked into his face for a moment, before moving down to kiss his with new strength behind it. She had only thought of how she had almost been killed--she sometimes had to remind herself that he was not as invincible as he seemed. Pushing to a stand her lowered her pants, until she was standing naked before him. Then she took a seat on his knees, sitting there with her legs once again on either side of his own. "Bellamy," I love you. She moved down to kiss him once again.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 12, 2016 0:05:52 GMT
He knew the feeling. Roma wondered what they meant too him. Bellamy looked into her face, and she licked her lips to wet them, as they had suddenly gone dry. He moved to kiss her cheek, and then her lips. It felt too soft. One of the things that she had loved about him was how strong he felt. She felt like he could hold off the world, and all she had to do was let him; and while she loved that he could be soft, she wanted to feel that strength now. "For as long as you want." he told her, and her lips parted as she inhaled. "Then don't let me go," she begged as he kissed her, and with each movment of his lips it seemed to grow stronger and deeper, and helped more of the need she felt.
Roma's hand that was under his shirt moved to his back, and she pushed him closer to her--or well, puller herself into him since he was an unmovable force. Her fingers curled slightly so that she could tease his skin with a sharper touch of her nails, before soothing it over with her finger tips. Her other hand moved up his chest and tangled in his curls, as she held him closer. When they broke for air, she whispered "I don't think I have told you yet, but I like these a lot better then how you wore it on the Ark." Curls rather then straight. She kissed him again, but also took a step back while keeping her lips over his, trying to get him to move them to bed--where she planned to keep him for hours.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 11, 2016 23:05:57 GMT
Roma looked up at him as he opened the door, and she walked right into him. Her arms went around his middle and her head rested on his chest. He had asked her if everything was ok, and she knew this would be a good time to tell him they were doing test but right now she didn't want to deal with any of that. She only wanted to feel him holding her. Looking up at him, Roma found it was a bit easier to just smile up at him. Smiles had been rare for her in the last few months, but this one felt easy. She was where she wanted to be.
She had always kept her emotions close to her around him, knowing that they hadn't been a love match but she had always been fine with what he could give her. Right now though, she couldn't quite do it. "I spent the last few months alone." She told him, "I didn't want to be alone tonight." If her words didn't make it plain enough that she wanted him, then the fact that her palm flattened on his chest, and slowly moved down to the edge of his shirt, before sliding back up under it should make her intentions very clear. "Can I stay?" For the night, for however long he let her. He was the only one who could really give her the emotional comfort that she needed--because he had been the only one she loved before it.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 11, 2016 22:48:31 GMT
Roma was resting in the medical bay, and hating it. The doctors were moving around her, and looking in on everyone, but she just wanted out. She heard the guy doctor talk about her blood work, and then they both look at her. That was a big pile of hell no. He walked over to her, and told her she was fine, but they wanted to draw a bit more blood and run a test. Then he asked her if she'd been sexually active. While she had a feeling that she knew where that was going, she only silently held out her arm, and didn't say anything to his question.
Thankfully they already thought her disturbed because of her time 'away' so he didn't push. Once he wasn't looking she climbed from bed and walked out of there. She found Miller. Miller! He took her to Bellamy's room, and she stood int he hall until he left. Once he had she knocked on the door. Roma wasn't sure what her plan was beyond just wanting to tell him to hold her. She didn't want to sleep in the med bay and be watched all night. They would start to worry when they couldn't find her, but Roma didn't care either--they'd sent her to Earth to die, let them worry a bit. All she knew was that once he opened the door she was going to walk right in and just wrap her arms around his middle.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 1, 2016 2:19:03 GMT
He couldn't push away these feelings any more? Roma wasn't sure how she felt about all this and she really didn't want to make her mind up on the spot. She thought back to their first kiss. To laughing with him sometimes. She thought back to the two times he had pushed her away--both times she had been naked and willing in his bed. Both times they had come out of no where. She tried to decide what she wanted. In truth, she wanted him--had since she was 16! But he held a power over her and she had never let anyone have in her whole life. Even her parents. He was the only one who's words had the power to hurt her. and she could say that after verbal fights with many people.
Roma closed her eyes for a moment before walking the rest of the way too him, her arms still folded over her ribs, to protect herself. Not from physical harm but emotional ones. When she got close enough, she rested her forehead against his chest. She wasn't sure she trusted him enough to drop her guard right now, but she was willing to try. It would take time for her to get back to where they were. After a few silent moments of her standing there she looked up at him. "I need time." She told him, "A step back." To trust him again. "I'm not saying goodbye, but . . . I need things to go slow. I don't think I can just go back to how we were." Which sucked because she had been happy! She had been in love and at peace with the world. Now she wary.
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Post by Roma Bragg on May 1, 2016 1:50:40 GMT
He joked about going right in, and normally Roma would have made that into a dirty suggestion, but right now she was thinking that kinky stuff was why she was in this position in the first place so . . . . no. Thankfully he asked to talk so she didn't have to try and joke--wait! No! Talking wasn't what she wanted! What did he want to talk about? "You were gone a while, would you rather get something to eat first?" The mess hall was a public place! You didn't want about things there! That could stall them! Good plan!
Whatever he wanted to talk about couldn't be good. AND if he talked then she would be expected too--maybe even explain this morning to him? That would be explaining something she wasn't sure she had wrapped her head around! She wasn't even sure what options she was looking at! After the mount weather horror she knew she couldn't kill her baby, but she couldn't be a mother! She was irresponsible! She was never to work on time! She liked sleeping in, and spending time pampering herself! She was self centered and she knew it! She was fine with who she was! Babies were self centered! You couldn't have two self centered people living together! The math wasn't right on that one!
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Post by Roma Bragg on Apr 30, 2016 1:36:16 GMT
She had tried everything. When the doctor told her she was going to have a baby Roma had tried everything to talk herself out of this one. They'd mixed up the charts, they didn't know how to do their jobs, they were just being mean--and even flat out refusing to believe it. However, it didn't matter how much she talked, it didn't change anything---she was going to have a baby!
THE HELL WITH THAT! She wasn't mother! She wasn't mother material! She barley took care of herself, how the hell was she supposed to keep a baby alive?! Roma liked attention, babies needed attention--it wasn't a healthy balance. She liked to sleep all night! Babies cried! AND POOPED! She was not mature enough (even after everything that had happen) to willing touch poop for the next three years!
Which was why she had made a game plan--she was going to ignore it. Roma wasn't stupid enough to believe it was a long term plan, but right now it was ignore it, and pretend it wasn't true to panic and cry! Turning the corner while walking to her room, she saw Bellamy's knocking at her door and she jerked back behind the bend. CRAP! She wasn't ready to deal with this! Talking a few deep breaths she knew her options where running away or facing him . . . Roma turned to run away! She only made it a few steps before she stopped, sighed and turned to walk back. Once she turned the bend she paused there to watch him. "I don't think she'd home." Roma joked, while trying to think of something else to say.
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Post by Roma Bragg on Apr 28, 2016 0:44:48 GMT
Wont be gone long. Check on her after he was done with Ark business. Get some rest. She didn't want rest! She wanted him to go away so she could be bitter and unhappy and hungry alone! . . . She was hungry! She was always hungry of late! While the rations were no longer Ark small, food wasn't unlimited. Everyone had more, but it wasn't an unlimited amount. She found her shoes, and was pulling them on. She wasn't staying here! She was going to get food! That was what she wanted! Food! She had lost weight a few weeks ago when she started getting sick. Sick was gross so thankfully Bellamy was gone most mornings, but she had started gaining it back recently. THANKFULLY! She wasn't meant to look so thin.
Standing up she looked at him. He looked concerned for a moment, and it took her that long to remember why. Right! Shed threw his boot at him! Cause he was being annoying or something. Her mood had shifted rather suddenly at the thought of food and she wasn't irritated any longer, just determined to find food! Looking at she smiled, stepped closer to kiss his cheek before looking at him, "I'm going to go find food." Then she turned and walked out of the room.
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