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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 2, 2016 0:31:51 GMT
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Bellamy could see his smile drop a little, though subtly, as he brought one back. It did make the older male realize his words. The shortness of them. He hated that this was who he had become. Where he was once able to have meals with others on dates, however remaining non committal, had at least been able to hold a conversation. Had been able to relax more. It wasn't even Bryan's presence that made him uncomfortable. Everything about the man could put him at ease. If he let him.
"You seem fine with dates," Bellamy offered. He knew what he meant by dates in relation to history, but he was playing a bit with the words. Trying to bring his thoughts to voice. "I'm just, not the best company right now," he admitted, holding eye contact with Bryan this time instead of averting his gaze to his food. "I didn't exactly become a janitor for my strong social skills," he added on, a bit of a tease toward himself though it was true. Maybe he could set aside his own . . . issues, for the sake of tonight. For the sake of not forcing the smile off Bryan's lips. "How many more years of studying do you have?" Bellamy asked, a bit of a way of asking how old he was, in effort to get to know him. Trying to display this effort through his question, and the way he had asked it. Genuine intrigue.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 23:08:46 GMT
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Bryan turned the conversation back onto Bellamy. And he wasn't sure why. Why was this getting so personal? Why couldn't they just focus on surface level subjects. Topics that were safe, clean cut. Easy to answer. Why go deeper than that, beyond the surface. It made Bellamy uncomfortable though he made absolutely no show of it. He just wondered if tonight was going to be worth all this . . . talking. It wasn't that he didn't mind engaging in casual conversation. But personal questions took away that casualness and threatened to make it something deeper. "I doubt it would," Bellamy answered when Bryan had told told him that his job would bore him.
He'd rather hear about Bryan's job, than open up about what kinds of books he liked and why. Looking at Bryan, Bellamy slightly leaned back in his seat. "And I promise you, I'm not that interesting either." Almost a joke, missing the smile and humorous tone. Though, he wasn't. He knew some -- those who knew who he was -- was interested in how he managed to hide a sister for so long. But other than that, he was hardly a fascinating subject. Looking down at his food, he took another bite, chewing it, swallowing and then deciding to answer. "History," he replied simply. Historical books were his favorites. For reasons he was not going to get into. "What do you like to do, outside of work?" Returning the question to him now seemed like a better option. Since the conversation of work was off the table.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 22:39:55 GMT
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Bellamy listened to Bryan's reason for enjoying farming. It made sense. It was a close connection to the ground. Something living and breathing apart from humans. Bellamy could understand that. As Bryan had said, everything here was artificial. Could serve as a nice reminder that there were still some natural things left. It was one of the many intriguing things about the ground. The life that it offered; the natural habitat. Trees, grass, other vegetation . . . air. A dream that they may never actually see turn into a reality. "Makes sense," Bellamy said, vocalizing his thoughts about the matter. Before he could say anything else, they reached the front and were given their rations.
The size proportions were noticeably different. But Bellamy didn't say anything. It was to be expected, especially with how they had decided to 'punish' him for his crimes. Termination from the Guard wasn't the only consequence. Hell, he still didn't understand how he hadn't been floated. When they got toa table and sat down, Bellamy glanced down at his food, not particularly hungry. "No," he answered bluntly without a hint of consideration for his answer.
It was a generous offer he supposed, but one he didn't want to take Bryan up on. "Thanks," he added on. Besides, Bellamy was used to small food portions. They had been feeding a family of three, with the rations for two, and even then, they were hardly privileged so recieved a lower amount as it were. Small food sizes were nothing out of the norm for him. Wanting to quickly divert the subject, Bellamy turned the conversation back to its initial topic. "So what exactly does your job involve?" He inquired, taking a small bite of food shortly after posting his question.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 19:45:45 GMT
If you could give us kids from the Ark advice on how to live on the ground what would it be?
To never underestimate your own strength.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 19:08:51 GMT
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Bellamy listened to Bryan talk about watching plants grow, before going into detail about what else that entailed, assuming that Bellamy didn't want to know about it. It was a fair assumption, but for Bellamy, it was far easier to talk about other people than himself. He had nothing of interest to offer about himself. "I once talked to someone about the nutritional value of beans." A fond memory. One that felt like so long ago. But someone that Bellamy would always care about.
"I doubt there's a whole lot that I wouldn't care to learn about," he added on, offering to open up the subject to his farming expertise. But not without answering his other question. Though how to answer it . . . he wasn't entirely sure. He didn't want to open up about himself. There was no need. These things never lasted more than a night; maybe a few but it never exceeded the physical relations part. Intimacy, was a whole other things.
"Guess I like to read," he shrugged, clearly uninterested in the subject. Wanting to deviate from it, he went on with a question on his own, this time, putting more thought into it rather than just repeating Bryan's. "What made you want to get into farming?" It was a profession by choice, he assumed. And Bellamy hoped that would help move the conversation from him, onto the male. With how much he was already smiling . . . Bellamy didn't want to be the reason to make him stop.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 17:40:52 GMT
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Bellamy wordlessly followed as Bryan got them into line, before he asked about his day. Small talk. "Fine." Bellamy expected that he supposed. Otherwise, they would have just made arrangements to have sex, instead of adding this portion of it to the evening. Clearly, Bellamy was going to have to put in some work. He wasn't oblivious to the fact that if the dinner part didn't go well, then he would be returning to his apartment alone. He already anticipated otherwise, so he was fully aware of the fact that he was going to have to do better than his laconic answer of fine.
"Cleaned floors. Emptied trash. The usual." He could go into detail, but janitorial work didn't sound like a very good pre dinner conversation. Nor was it exactly a great subject for a date. "How about yours?" He asked, looking at Bryan, his curiosity not insincere. Bellamy couldn't help to notice the amount that this guy smiled. It was . . . refreshing, to say the least. To see the expression form with so much ease; lacking the strain that Bellamy found in ever smiling. There was something comforting in that, and he hoped that his own darkness wouldn't cloud the light that seemed to be Bryan.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 17:22:22 GMT
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The suggestion of meeting at the mess hall was a good one. Bellamy still wasn't used to bringing people over to his apartment -- having never done so before he lost his family. And he had no intention of doing it now unless there was no alternative. It was always easier to go to the other person's place. The only exception of course was that if the other person lived with their family. It was at least easier to get privacy at his own place. Though the reasons for that were grim. "The mess hall Sounds good," he responded in the same casual tone he had used before. This wasn't anything out of the norm.
They could grab some dinner, get the necessary energy, and then do the rest after. Finishing up his work in here, Bellamy glanced toward Bryan as he started to wheel his cart toward the door. "See you then," he stated and then was off to the next room. The rest of the day was uneventful. Just like all the days were. But at least he had something happening in the evening. Something that would prevent him from returning to an empty apartment. He hated spending prolonged periods of time in there. The more work he found, the better. The more distractions he immersed himself with, the better. Tonight, that distraction would be Bryan. Once he was off work, he went home to shower and change into his causal clothing, not bothering to slick back his hair.
Without Octavia or his mother, he had let it start to grow out. Every small detail in his life reminded him of his family; made his heart perpetually ache without them. Once ready, he exited his apartment and made his way to the mess hall. Standing at the entrance, his eyes glanced around for Bryan, deciding that he wasn't here yet, and just leaned against the wall while waiting for him. Which wasn't too long at all. Seeing him approach, Bellamy gave him a bit of a nod. "Ready?" He asked, waiting for him to go in first before he followed suit. He knew he would have to be somewhat better company tonight . . . but then again, that could all come out in the physical rather than verbal.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 16:36:03 GMT
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No? Then what was it that he wanted? Bellamy still didn't stop working, continuing on with his task . . . until Bryan mentioned something about eating. That, was when Bellamy was starting to get an idea of what the man was hinting at. Where this conversation was slowly leading to. He waited a few more moments because pausing his work, turning to look at the younger male as he lightly smiled at him. Bellamy didn't return the expression. A smile didn't come with so much ease, though he had to admit, there was something incredibly appealing about seeing the other smile.
Turning his head away again, he went back to work. Though only a few more moments of silence passed before he continued. "Well unless you're suggesting that we eat together, not sure what you're getting at." Blunt teasing, the joviality severely lacking from it. Bellamy decided that he may as well try to finish the question. Besides, a date leading to sex was nothing out of the norm. Bellamy was presuming that was where Bryan's intentions lay. Otherwise, who the hell would want to date him. A janitor. A man who hid a sister and got his mother floated. "Let's say around 5:30. Where should I meet you?" He asked non chalantly. There was no point beating around the bush.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 2:28:51 GMT
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Bellamys worse nightmare had come true. Octavia had been discovered. Which meant, his mothervwas killed and Octavia arrested. He wasnt even allowed to see her. As if they hadnt set enough of a punishment. He didnt care about his dismissal from the guard, or decreased rations. He had lost his mother and sister in a matter of seconds . . . and it was all his fault. His own stupidity. His own recklessness. It had cost everyone and Bellamy didnt know what to do. He had tried to appeal to the council to let him switch places with her. To float him and let her live. But it was to no avail. While he wouldn't give up, he was at a loss of what to do.
The realization of his life was what often plagued his thoughts as he fulfilled his janitorial duties. He had a routine and such a routine brought him to farm station quite frequently. It was here that he kept crossing paths with one of the workers. Time and time again he was there, and he had even tried to make conversation with Bellamy. Something the older male didnt engage in. He couldnt. He didnt deserve that. Not after what he had done. Not after thinking of Octavia and where she currently was.
Today, was a day like any other. But today, the younger male had asked him a question that nearly made him pause. Fortunately, he was stoic enough to continue on. Deep down, Bellamy appreciated the mans efforts, but his guilt would not allow him to embrace it. "After 5," he answered bluntly, not making eye contact with Bryan or even turning to look at him. He was afraid that if he did. . . he would enjoy what he saw far too much. "Why, need something donr?" He further questioned. What it was about this man . . . Bellamy hadnt the faintest clue. But he was constantly fighting the urge to find out.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Oct 1, 2016 2:12:10 GMT
  Tag: @bryanbryanbryan whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy basked in the wonderful sensation of Bryans hand on his waist, the sound of his beautiful chuckle that warmed Bellamys entire body. Everything about Bryan was beautiful really, an aura and strength that exuded him; an inner and outer beauty. It had been one of the things that had set Bryan apart. One of the things that made Bellamy want to be with him for more than just one vigorous night. He was bombarded with all those familiar feelings at once, now having the man he loved back in his life. His heart flooded with relief when Bryans response to living together was a favorable one. That he wanted this. Wanted him.
Bellamys immediate response was deepening the kiss, letting his love for the man pour into it. When easing out of the embrace Bellamy kept his forehead against Bryans. "Now that I have you back, I dont ever want to let you go again." Not that Bellamy had wanted to let him go the first time. "i love you," Bellamy breathed against his lips. Suddenly, this place was feeling more like a home. Deeply kissing his partner, Bellamy had not yet forgotten about his earlier tease and the source of it. Bellamys hand slid down to Bryans cock, wrapping his hand around it to see how aroused he was; to see whether his partner needed relief. Bellamy had gotten a second chance with Bryan and he would never take that for granted. The second chance wasnt even just that Bryan was alive . . . but that he still wanted to be with Bellamy.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 30, 2016 22:33:09 GMT
Tag: @bryanbryanbryan whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy couldn't remember the last time he'd felt so . . . at ease. The ground had thrown one obstacle at them after another, but right now, he finally felt some semblance of peace. After all that he'd done, all the demons that he had . . . he suddenly felt hope, that he could get through that. That this world could finally be more about surviving. That they could actually live. Eventually. He wasn't under the illusion that there was peace among the Arkers and Grounders . . . but they would be stronger together. Bellamy smiled when Bryan spoke of having the stamina of a horse. He knew what he had meant; the ground made them all stronger.
Forced them to do things that they hadn't even thought themselves capable of. But he didn't want to dwell on that. He wanted to focus on the good. Finally, some good. "I've noticed," Bellamy playfully remarked, his hand running over one of the formed muscles of his upper arm. He hated to think of what Bryan had been through down here, but once again, he did not wish to put a damper on the mood. "But maybe you should still show me just how much you have," he teased, a challenge in his voice as his lips continued to brush against Bryan's skin. He closed his eye for a moment, enjoying his partner's lips on his chin, before their lips connected once more.
Moaning into the kiss, Bellamy's hand went to Bryan's cheek, caressing it as he pulled him closer. The feeling of him tugging his bottom lip, such a sensational one. When he released it, Bellamy deepened the kiss, moving along to Bryan's upper lip and the space above before he spoke. "You're staying here, with me, right?" He wanted to make sure. Bryan had commented on it before, but Bellamy's words both served as a question and an assumption. Now that he had Bryan back, he wasn't ready to let him go. He wanted to be with him every night -- that permitted them to be so -- and start his morning with him in his arms.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 30, 2016 0:11:32 GMT
Tag: @bryanbryanbryan whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy forced his eyes open to watch his partner as he kissed up along his body, the softness of his lips trailing along his hip, stomach, chest and by the time it came to his lips, Bellamy's own ones were already parted eagerly to welcome him. He breathed into it, kissing him ardently, the familiar yet longed for taste of Bryan, along with a bit of Bellamy's own taste from their recent actions. He moaned from the embrace as Bryan shifted his lips to kiss his jaw. One hand rested on Bryan's back, the other running his fingers through his hair.
"It was," Bellamy agreed, feeling like he could just lay here forever. Bellamy tilted his head to the side, his lips brushing along Bryan's cheek, or the side of his head. Whatever he could reach from this angle, as his hands remained on him. He could feel the bit of stimulation from Bryan, and it was enough to cause a smile to form on Bellamy's lips as he kissed Bryan on the lips once more before speaking. "I didn't tire you out yet?" He teased him, since he had been doing majority of the work.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 29, 2016 23:58:26 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT This would have been simple mission was suddenly turning into a complicated one. Bellamy supposed that should come as no surprise though. Nothing on the ground was ever simple. One situation often held ten complications to it, and fate was seldom ever kind to him. The only fortunate thing was that no one was injured, yet, and Bellamy hoped that he could keep it that way. With his gun firmly gripped on his hand, the rain was starting to get heavier and heavier, the clapping of thunder and lightning heard. It would be dangerous to stay out in this storm any longer than need be. The way there had been uneventful.
They had been asked for help when it came to their medical expertise, and also required medicine that the Arkers had. It was why Jackson had come along with them. Murphy came for the familiarity with the terrain, since he had traveled far beyond the boundaries of Arkadia -- something that the Arkers had been rather stifled by thanks to the Grounders. But together, they formed quite the competent team. Glancing between both men, Bellamy was following Murphy's lead since he had said that there was a bunker up ahead that they could seek shelter in. Wait out the storm, and Bellamy had a feeling, they would be waiting there all night and head out in the morning sometime.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 29, 2016 23:44:07 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT Murphy's laconic answer made it clear that he didn't want to talk about it. And Bellamy couldn't push him. He had learned that some time ago. People would say whatever they needed to in the moment. And the more he tried to be there for someone, the more it backfired. He dind't know how this mentality was going to fit into his newly appointed position as Chancellor. He didn't know who to ask for help. Who would be there to support him.
For the first time in a long time, he felt utterly alone. And it terrified him. So focusing on others was all he had. And in the midst of a response lacking detail . . . Bellamy didn't know how to reply. The older male didn't turn his head when Murphy accepted the drink. Instead, just emptied the contents of his own into his mouth, swallowing it back.
"It's hardly a win," he stated bluntly, the weight of his newly appointed titled evident in his words. He found nothing appealing about this. Perhaps under different circumtances, he would have embraced it more willingly. Right now, it felt more like a curse than a win. "You planning on staying?" He asked him, wondering what his plans were and whether he intended to stay or leave.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 29, 2016 11:02:16 GMT
Tag: @bryanbryanbryan whatever THE HELL WE WANT It was all so much. Bryan's groans that sent the vibration to his cock, his hand massage Bellamy's other sensitive region, and his other hand teasing his entrance. The way he picked up the pace as well, had Bellamy panting, driving deeper and deeper into that sea of ecstasy that he knew would come. Groans of encouragement, revealing of how much he was enjoying this, involuntarily fleeing his lips. How could he not be enjoying this? It wasn't the fact that Bellamy hadn't been touched in this way for so long . . . it was the fact that he hadn't been touched by Bryan like this in so long. No one would be able to compare to him. Not only because the man was quite skillful in such actions . . . but because Bellamy loved him. And he would never love another the same time he did Bryan. "So . . . close . . . " Bellamy breathed amidst each breathy pant.
The puckering of his entrance begging to be penetrated by Bryan's finger, but that would come at a later time. He was too close, and soon enough, with just a few more strokes with his talented mouth, Bellamy let out a strained sound as he came, flooding his release into Bryan's mouth. The action prompted Bellamy to arch his back, clutching Bryan's hair a bit tighter before he slowly released his hold. His body relaxed back onto the bed, Bellamy's head falling back against the pillow, chest heaving from the intensity of his orgasm. It had been so long, and everything felt stronger. His hands soothed over the back of Bryan's shoulders and neck where he could reach, trying to regulate his breathing, gently urging him to come up so that he could kiss him. So that he could hold him, and never have to let him go again.
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