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Post by Bellamy Blake on Nov 12, 2016 16:29:23 GMT
 Tag: Kat Roux Note: Let me know if you would like me to edit anything! Did a slight god mod of where she was! whatever THE HELL WE WANT Things had been settling in what was now named Arkadia, but Bellamy's heart, soul and mind seldom found peace. Nights were always the worse. Unable to close his eyes without seeing the haunting images. The bodies of those he had murdered. People on the Ark, people in mount weather. Men, women . . . children. Innocents, that got caught up in a war. Whether it was a war against grounders, a war against the Mountain Men, or a war against himself. The guilt burdened him, more than he could ever admit. And night, was always the worst.
Forced to be left alone with his thoughts, terrified of seeing the ghosts of his misdeeds. His hands, killing more lives than he could ever hope to save. He imagined that it would have been Clarke that he could have gone to in moments like these. That the two of them would have helped each other through this. But that hope fled with her when she turned to walk away from the gates. He couldn't dwell on it, though hated the bitter resentment he felt toward her. It only made his emotions more disarrayed.
Knowing that sleep would elude him tonight, he pulled on his boots, leaving himself in a t-shirt and pants, and ventured outside his apartment, wandering the halls of the now quiet Ark as it was the middle of the night. Most were sleeping, or well, as best they could despite the circumstances. Bellamy decided to do an unscheduled patrol, desperate for any sort of distraction to occupy his mind. As he walked passed the Hangar, he noticed a familiar figure, and it was enough for him to stop his path, turn and stand a few steps passed the threshold of the door. "Couldn't sleep?" He asked, assuming that the peace of sleep may have eluded Kat tonight as well.
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Post by Kat Roux on Nov 12, 2016 18:41:46 GMT
Despite settling down in Arkadia, Kat was still trying to grow accustomed to life here. It was a major change from their camp back at the drop ship. She couldn't fully wrap her head around the life here, especially with the constant thought of not knowing her parents whereabouts. It pained her not to know where they were but she couldn't keep focusing on that. Not when her thoughts often shifted between the last battle with the Grounders, them, and Mount Weather. Everything that transpired recently left her recoiling into her room or the guard. Anything that would keep Kat moving around and completely distracted from her thoughts.
Her thoughts consisted of the people she's killed.. hurt. She didn't want to think about that memory any longer. Bottling up her emotions wasn't the best option, especially when Kat was steadily growing more troubled each passing day. While she could talk to the other delinquents about this, there was always something keeping her from speaking up about her troubles. She wasn't sure if it was the fact she couldn't find someone to talk about this or if there was another reason behind this silence. With all things considered, it might have been the first one. With everything going on, it was almost as if there was this reluctance to speak up about what happened to them. Honestly, Kat didn't think she could deal with that any longer.. not by herself at least.
Kat already had her suspicions this would be another sleepless night for her, especially when she spent the last half hour attempting to sleep. That had been the thought lingering in her mind when she finally decided to head outside of her room for the night. Getting her boots on, the auburn haired girl grabbed her jacket as she made her way out into the hall, already beginning her impromptu exploration of the quiet Ark. Kat had barely lingered in the Hangar for a moment when she heard someone call out for her-- Bellamy. Turning to face him as she offered a tired smile, she mulled over her answer for a moment. The auburn haired girl didn't expect to run into anyone at this hour. It was far too late in the night. "-- Not at all. I thought some.. exploring would help with that problem. Hopefully at least.." Kat confessed honestly, seeing no reason to beat around the bush. It wasn't until she realized it something that she found herself glancing over at Bellamy, a mixture of concern and curiosity appearing on her facial features. "Can't sleep either?"
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Nov 12, 2016 19:36:43 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy watched her, knowing exactly how she felt when she said that. "Guess that makes two of us," he stated, revealing that he too had thought that exploring would help . . . looking for some sort of distraction. Any sort of distraction. "You picked a good place to explore," he told her. The Hangar. A place that held comfortable furniture, and a bar with alcoholic beverages should one try to find another way to wallow in their grief. It hadn't been Bellamy's intention of coming here. Drinking was not something he often engaged on.
On the Ark it was because he feared the lowering of his inhibitions would compromise Octavia's safety -- should something uncontrollably come out. On the ground, it had been because he wanted to remain alert should grounders be lurking about. "No," he answered truthfully when she questioned whether he couldn't sleep as well. "Didn't think anyone else would be up but, can't say I'm surprised either." He figured sleep eluded many . . . and he couldn't deny that small flicker of comfort he felt in being able to interact with someone else. The idea of being left alone with his thoughts was terrifying. "Care for some company?" He asked, not wanting to force it on her if she truly sought out solitude rather than talking to someone else.
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Post by Kat Roux on Nov 14, 2016 1:31:00 GMT
There was something about exploring that made Kat grow distracted with her surroundings. Normally, it might have been a bad habit. However, things were different this time. Maybe if she was lucky she would tire herself out with all of this exploring. That had been her original intention at least. There was something about the bar nearby that was beginning to sound a bit tempting to her. However, that curiosity could be touched at another time. "I figured this place would be less crowded this late in the night." Kat answered honestly. "Besides, I didn't get much time before to actually explore." She rambled on for a moment. Between their arrival here and everything else, the auburn haired girl had the tendency to pack her schedule with her guard duty or training. Free time had been fairly nonexistent.
"There's not many people awake this time at night-- at least exploring the place." She answered. This wasn't the first time she wandered about Arkadia's grounds. However, she wasn't willing to reveal that piece of information. Besides, it was better to focus on her conversation with Bellamy instead. When Kat heard his question, she couldn't find any reason to reject his offer. Any company was better than nothing, especially if it gave her the opportunity to distract herself from her thoughts. " Some company would be nice." She admitted. Turning her gaze over to Bellamy, Kat paused for a moment as the bar came to mind. "Care for a drink?" Considering the variety of bottles, there had to be more than alcoholic drinks tucked away in the shelves.
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