You won't be unhappy

[smalldelinquent]

Was it bad that Charlotte desperately wanted her nightmares to fade away and forget about Chancellor Jaha and Wells? She didn't want to see them and be constantly reminded of her parents who were floated before her eyes. All she wanted was for this pain to go away already. No memories or constant thoughts about them. If this was an opportunity to erase her pain.. and then why shouldn't she take it? At the thought, she fiddled with the small silicon device with a blue infinity symbol carved into its' base. All it would take was ingesting this and she could be saved from those lingering nightmares. Her eyebrows furrowed slightly at the numerous thoughts crossing her mind. However, it had only lasted for a moment. Wordlessly, she raised the small chip to her lips before forcing herself to swallow it. The pain would fade soon. She didn't have to spend her time consumed by fear any longer.

That had only been days ago, and yet Charlotte's behavior had changed significantly. The fear that clouded her mind was gone only leaving behind a smiling girl in the process. Any thoughts of Chancellor Jaha and Wells had vanished from her mind. Not even her parents' death seemed to fully register in her mind anymore. If she were to think about deeply, she would find out she couldn't remember the small details in their facial features any longer. Their appearance and the affection they showed their daughter had been emptied from her mind. Instead, Charlotte was left feeling content and relaxed now that her fear had been erased from her mind. The price being her memories of her parents and anything, or anyone, associated with them in the slightest way. Perhaps the most concerning thought had been the fact any mentions of nightmares had abruptly come to an end-- forever pushed to the far reaches of her mind.

Charlotte bent down for a moment, picking up some of the smaller equipment from outside. Despite the happiness she felt stirring inside of her, she couldn't shake off her desires to visit some place else. The City of Light-- A.l.i.e had called it. A place where anyone was welcomed. Maybe.. there was a chance she could visit it as well. Her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Bellamy's voice nearby. Shifting the objects in her hold, she quickly brought them inside the fallen Ark before hurrying outside once more. "Is there anything else I can take care of?" Charlotte questioned as she approached Bellamy, eager to help out. Considering she was the youngest out of the delinquents, there wasn't much she was able to do around camp besides smaller tasks. "I finished moving the other things already." She quickly explained.


Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: smalldelinquent

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Ever since the start of Pike's Chancellorship, there was a great deal occurring within Arkadia, and even outside it. The war with the Grounders continued -- as it had never technically ended. Preparations needed to be made from the inside, and Bellamy was working to secure the walls, gates and ensure that they were well protected. Fortified. Grounders had numbers, but the Arkers had technology and they would have to use their intellects and skill sets to the best of their advantage.

It was after all, how they had defeated the Mountain Men. Stepping outside, he was quickly briefing a couple of the guards when he noticed Charlotte from the corner of his eye. Guilt was heavy in his heart for not spending more time with her; for not checking up on her more often. He didn't want to dismiss that any longer. When she returned back outside, he approached her, as she asked him if there was anything else to do.

"You can help me do an inventory check for our food supply?" He offered. Truth be told, he wanted to spend some time with her, and this was the best way he knew how to do that in the moment, while being productive. He couldn't help but notice that something was different about her. And figured that he would find out what it was with time, as they spoke. "Let's go," he encouraged, casually putting an arm on her back as he led the way. "Unless you need a break first? Seems like you've been working hard today," he said with a bit of a smile.