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Sae wasn't aware of the feat she had accomplished by escaping from the mountain, actually she barely realised that she did it, all that mattered right now was Seren. She was as beautiful as Sae remembered, she was just two years older but she hadn't changed much physically but Sae didn't know what she had been through during the last two years and some things might had changed her psychologically. Sae will need Seren to catch her up on everything that happened to her while she was away. As Seren smiled when Sae brushed away her tears, the latter one smiled at her in return.

As Seren told her that she will help her keep her promise, Sae looked down and chuckled because she knew Seren will do that and she knew that her lover will do that. It was funny to see that even after two years, she could still know what Seren was going to say before she told it or how she will react before she did anything. Looking up to the other girl, Sae answered softly "I know you will.". They both needed to be with each other and Sae felt like being separated from Seren a second time will kill her. They had already lost too much time and after she nearly died without seeing her again, all Sae wanted to do was to enjoy every moment with Seren.

Sae felt really bad for making Seren uncomfortable when she kissed her, she had let the joy and the excitement to see her again take control and she was so mad at herself for that. They will need time to get back to their past life but Sae was scared at the idea that maybe their life will never be the same now, that maybe everything will be different. But this idea quickly got out of her mind at Seren words. "Actually I was starving the first weeks that I have spent in that hell but I got used to the little rations we had when we had some..." Sae explained. She could feel Seren's eyes scanning her body and all she could read in these eyes was concern. Sae knew that she was weaker than ever but seeing how much Seren worried for her made her think that it was worse than what she thought.

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As Seren said that she prefered remember than forget, Sae wished she could be able to remember the good memories she had with her father but not to think about them as often as she did because it brought her more sadness than she could bear, she wasn't strong enough to overcome it. But seeing that Seren had overcame a part of the pain made Sae respect her, she was stronger and Sae wished she could become as strong as the other girl seemed to be.

When Seren proposed to keep watch for danger while she will go swimming, Sae smiled at her but as all she wanted was to go in the river with Seren, she answered "Come on! Let's go swimming together, it will be funnier!". She really wanted to spend as much time as she could with Seren and letting the girl stay at the edge of the river while she goes swimming and then reversing roles didn't seem to be a good way to spend that time but Sae was thankful that Seren had proposed this. "And I'm sure everything is going to be okay because there aren't much dangers here actually, nobody ever comes around here." Sae added trying to convinced Seren to go swimming with her.

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Sae was very glad to see Seren smile again, she was so happy she could still make her smile after two years. Two years... a long time, too long actually but she had never forgotten her smile or the moments they laughed together. Two years during which Seren could have found someone else but she didn't because for a long time she thought that she will see her again and Sae was very glad about that even if she would have understand if Seren had moved on because she lost hope. "And I'm so happy to see you again" she said when Seren told her that she was happy that she was alive.

When Seren told her that she missed her too, Sae brought her hand up on Seren's face to wipe her tears, she couldn't imagine how hard it must have been for her not to know if she was alive or not but considering how much it had hurted her to be separate of Seren, it must have been very difficult for her. "I know but I wish I could be sure to keep this promise..." Sae said, she knew Seren was right but she wouldn' bear to be separated from her lover once again.

"It's ok, I totally understand. It's just... It's been so long... I'm so happy to see you again." Sae told Seren smiling at her to reassure her, she didn't blame Seren at all, her reaction was logical and Sae should have anticipate it. Seren seemed happy to see that Sae wasn't severly injured and when she spoke about her twisted ankle, Seren instantly gave her help to get up. Seren lifted Sae so easily that the latter one became aware of how much weight she had lost when she was in the mountain.

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Sae was happy that Seren didn't find her because the only way to do that would have been to be taken by the mountain too and Sae would have never wanted Seren to suffer as she had suffered. "They said that because they don't know me, I'm not the kind of person who gives up easily... And as you're the one who knows me better than anyone else, you couldn't believe them but time made you change your mind like it would have done to anybody..." Sae told her when Seren explained that they said that she was dead. Feeling Seren's hands on her skin was such a nice sensation that Sae wondered how she could have forgotten that, maybe it was too usual to be noticed in everyday life but after two years of separation it was magic. "I'm so sorry to have been away for so long..." Sae wished she had an opportunity to escape sooner but unfortunately she didn't.

As she saw Seren was smiling, Sae smiled at her in return and she said that she was happy that Sae fought, the latter one answered "Me too... I missed you so much..." and she noticed that Seren was crying which was rare because she was strong and brave but this was too much, nobody would be able not to let his emotions take over in a situation like this one. As Seren told her that she couldn't think of something worst than living the rest of her life without her, Sae felt like she had to promise that she won't have to do that "I swear that I will never let somebody separate us once again, that I will never be away from you again because I can't imagine my life without you."

The way Seren kissed her back made Sae feel like she was uncomfortable and Sae blamed herself for that, she knew that nothing will be as it was before. "I'm sorry, it's too soon, you need time... I should have known that..." she apologized very mad at herself. At Seren's words "Are you hurt?", Sae looked her in the eyes, she could see that her lover was worried about how weak she seemed "I have few scars made with a taser... And I have just twisted my left ankle as I was trying to lose the Mountain men who were after me... but I will be fine, I just need some help to get up." Sae explained a small smile on her face to reassure Seren and as she didn't want her to worry too much, she didn't tell her about the bullet which grazed her right shoulder when she was running away earlier.

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Fresh air... it was so good to feel it again on her face after spending two years locked in some cage. But Sae couldn't take the time to enjoy the breeze in her hair, she had to go as far as possible from the mountain and she should hurry because some mountain men had probably already put their combination to run after her, her escape being not unnoticed since she had to fight against some guards to make her way out. She couldn't let them caught her once again so she kept moving forward even if her strengths were limited but she had survived during two years and the only reason for that was Seren, the idea of seeing her again was the only thing that kept her alive.

Sae was still running when she fell heavily on the ground after catching her feet on a root and she rolled in some brushwoods which made enough noise to alert someone who would be near and as she wasn't armed, she couldn't defend herself if someone attacked her so she stayed quiet and motionless till she heard a familiar voice "Who's there?", Sae would have recognized this voice among thousands and she was so happy to hear Seren's voice again. "I don't think you will have to use your sword..." she said as she knew Seren was probably on her guard, her sword in her hands, ready to defend herself. Then, Sae tried to stand up because all she wanted to do right now was running into Seren's arms but apparently she had twisted her ankle when she fell so she couldn't stand.

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As Seren told her she was sorry for her loss, Sae nodded her head to thank her and when the girl continued by saying that she knew how you feel when you lose someone you care about, Sae understood that she lost a relative too so she felt happy that Seren could understand her pain but also sad for her because like Seren said it was hard. It also increased the respect she had for the girl because she seemed to have recovered from her relative death or she was hidding her emotions very well.

When Seren apologized for bringing this to the surface, Sae who didn't want her to feel guilty answered "It's okay... You couldn't know. That's not something that you can see on someone's face.". When Seren's eyes locked onto hers, Sae felt a bit better, she would have liked that this moment lasts forever. When Seren talked about going home, Sae answered "No, walking will make me think about something else... Plus, I love being here with you...". Right now, all that Sae wanted was to stay with Seren because she made her feel better.

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