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Post by Deleted on Sept 20, 2015 23:50:53 GMT
A simple mistake, was all it was. At least that was what Raven had convinced herself. she'd slept with him- so what? hadn't half the girls in the 100 anyway? She was sure it meant nothing to him, so why should it to her? emerging from her tent, she decided she needed a walk. she hadn't been outside of camp for a couple days, and she was desperate for a change of scenery.
She wouldn't tell anyone she was going; they'd just give her the same speech about staying safe. pulling her red jacket over her shoulders, she set off into the woods. Twigs snapped under her feet, and the ground soon turned from grass to moss and rocks. A river could be heard nearby. navigating through the trees, she soon found it. She sat at the edge of the riverbank, thinking quietly.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 21, 2015 0:16:09 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy had a bad feeling. Clarke, Myles and Finn were all still missing and there was just a feeling in his gut that something had happened. They would form a search party soon enough, but Bellamy wondered if she should quickly survey the area, just to see if he could find anything indicating what had happened and why they were taking so long to get back to camp. Hopefully it was nothing. But, he decided to take the walk just to be sure. Taking a gun with him, and a knife, he set off into the woods, treading carefully and keeping his eyes cautious of his surroundings. He didn't intend to stray far, but the rustling he heard not too far seemed to change his initial course. He began to follow the sound, raising his gun, armed and ready for the potential threat.
He moved quickly through the heavily wooded area, not wanting to lose the trail, and when it stopped, he quickly moved forward, revealing a familiar figure who was casually seated by the water. His gun was aimed at her, ready to fire, but when he realized who it was, he lowered the weapon. Raven. She had come to his tent to . . . well, 'move on' she had called it. Even though he had told her he may not be the right guy to talk her off the ledge, he knew she was distressed about Clarke and Finn, and he had given her a final out. But she didn't take it and well, Bellamy had no complaints about that. Their vigorous activities may never be spoken of again, but as they were quite recent, they were not forgotten. "What the hell are you doing out here?" He questioned, not even having realized she left the camp, straying so far from its security. And it was perhaps, the protectiveness he felt towards her and the others that also prompted his concern.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2015 2:21:11 GMT
"i could ask you the same question." she reminded him, somewhat unsettled that he had been pointing a gun at her just moments before. She'd been trying to avoid him all day, and of course he chose the one moment she had let her guard down to suddenly appear. "What are you doing out here, Bellamy?" She'd since decided to pretend that the night before had never happened. What would be the point in acknowledging it? She stood up, feeling incredibly awkward for the first time in what must have been years. Still, she forced herself to meet his eyes. tag: Bellamy Blake
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 21, 2015 2:35:29 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy didn't want to worry her with his concerns about Finn, Myles and Clarke. Besides, they didn't know for sure if they were messing. That was after all what brought her into his tent . . . the thought of Finn and Clarke out there. "I heard someone and followed them," he answered simply. It wasn't technically a lie, he just wouldn't mention what prompted him to set out in the first place. "It's not safe out here Raven. You don't even have a gun on you." Unarmed, unprotected . . . his overprotective instinct kicked in. Though he was well aware that she was a strong, capable person . . . there were threats out here that could take out any one of them.
"Come on. We need to get back." He could tell something was bothering, and wondered if it was about the physical relations that they had engaged in. He wasn't about to bring it up though. It seemed to be a topic that neither of them may discuss until it slipped out for whatever reason. Could happen now. Or it may forever remain unspoken. Either way, he looked at her expectantly, though wasn't entirely certain she would comply with his words and return to the camp with him so soon. Whatever had brought her out here was enough to risk her own life. He knew it was serious . . . and he also knew that need to just have a bit of time away from everyone. "If you wanna be alone, you can be alone in your tent. Not out here." Because despite whatever happened, he cared about her, and felt protective over her.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2015 18:59:12 GMT
"Since when did you get to boss me around?" She glared, pushing her way past him, head held high. She did, in fact have a knife on her at least, not that it would provide much protection. She'd found herself becoming more and more reckless lately- not that she was becoming more comfortable, more that she didn't care that her life was in danger. It had hurt when she found out about Finn and Clarke, to say the least.
She navigated through the trees, twigs snapping under her feet. After the silence proved too much, she turned around to face Bellamy. "We need to talk, Bell."
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 21, 2015 23:40:07 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT This was so typically Raven, that Bellamy wasn't sure he expected anything different. Then again, he didn't mind her strong perosnality at all. It wasn't like he himeslf had a carefree, easy going on. He silently walked alongside her, not answering what he presumed to be her rhetorical question. He stayed close enough to her so that he could see her, but not so close as to get in her space as it seemed she was in need of some.
Her next words however may alter that plan, as she faced him and told him that they needed to talk. "Well considering how far we are from camp, we got all the privacy you need." As he assumed this was a conversation that she was wanting to have in private. He didn't exactly know what it was going to be about . . . but he had some general idea, or at least some guesses. "What do you want to talk about?" He asked. He was never one to beat around the bush. He was blunt; straight to the point. And if he knew Raven at all, he figured she was the same way.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 22, 2015 17:37:27 GMT
"We need to talk about last night." She said fearlessly. She honestly wasn't sure what exactly about last night needed to be discussed; just that she had to acknowledge it somehow. She had no idea how she felt about it, her emotions were a mess of worry and fear and maybe even... feelings for Bellamy? That couldn't be right. She could never have feelings for Bellamy. Of course she was attracted to Bellamy, or it never would happened. But she could never like him like that.
"I just want you to know it meant nothing to me." she said simply, unsure if she was lying or not.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 23, 2015 1:02:36 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT So this was about them. About when she had come into his tent and they had slept together. He wasn't completely surprised, though he hadn't expected to have this conversation with her. That didn't mean that he wouldn't though. He cared for her, and if this was bothering her . . . well, best they discuss it he supposed. He had never been in an actual relationship with a woman before, with having devoted his life to protecting Octavia on the Ark. He'd only ever slept with them. He respected Raven though, and wouldn't reject or dismiss this topic. He wondered if she regretted it, being with him.
He had told her he wasn't one to talk her off the ledge and tell her she wasn't thinking straight . . . but now he couldn't help but wonder if he should have tried harder to do so. "Did you want it to mean something?" He questioned, knowing his inquiry was deep. He wasn't sure how she perceived this, or them now. But he could tell that there was something in her tone that made him feel compelled to ask this question. Surely she had said it for a reason, rather than their actions forever remaining unspoken between them.
He'd asked immediately after wards if it helped, and she had said no. Yet now he wondered if something had changed. And they needed to figure this out while they were away from the others. While normally he wouldn't be too engrossed in this kind of conversation after bedding a woman . . . Raven was different, and he didn't want to have any tension with her. Because well, he certainly didn't regret being physically intimate with her.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2015 17:11:31 GMT
The truth was she had no idea what she felt. "I don't know." She said, answering his question. "Did you want it to mean anything?" She wasn't sure what she was hoping his answer would be.
"Look, Bell." She said, deciding she was done dancing around the subject. "It did mean something. And i don't know if I wanted it to or not." She confessed, immediately regretting it.
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Sept 28, 2015 17:32:58 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT She told him that she didn't know and then returned the question. Did he want it to mean something. Truth be told, Bellamy had never been in a committed, romantic relationship with a woman. Sex was often fairly casual with him, but he knew that for some women . . . that was not the case. He remained silent, seeing that she may elaborate on her response . . . and she did. She admitted that it had meant something. The fact that Raven was upfront, and spoke her mind was one of the many things he respected about her.
But now, he wasn't sure how to respond. What had happened between them, had meant something to her. And she added on that she didn't know whether she wanted it to or not. Bellamy wasn't very good at articulating his feelings. He often acted more than spoke. He then took a few steps toward her, looking into her eyes intently. "What did it mean for you, Raven?" He asked. He had to know. Was it a way for her to move on from Finn? What . . . was happening here. He had to get a better idea and now was the time to find out as much as he could since they were away from the camp and in total privacy.
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