Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2016 2:20:58 GMT
There was the sound of heavy footfalls on the ground, leaves crunching, twigs snapping, the forest was filled with the sound of purpose. A silent purpose that was held by one soul. Finn kept walking until the sounds of Camp Jaha were drowned out. He had decided to go on to find Clarke. His heart had begun to pound in his chest. He couldn't bear the fact that she was missing. They couldn't risk sending out more than a three-person squad. Even that was risky. Tensions with the Grounders had begun to increase. Any more than a larger squad would certainly ease tensions in the wrong direction. Even Finn knew that. Yet he couldn't let Clarke just disappear. He wouldn't be able to live with himself - knowing that he had a chance to save her from unknown doom. The risk was too great. Therefore, he slipped out while the rest of the camp was unaware. According to certain people, especially those that were on the Ark, that had at one point, given Finn problems for being a Spacewalker. He wasn't a human being anyway. He never grew up with a family worthy of him. His thoughts traveled to Raven. She would have his ass for sure. Especially for going after Clarke. It hadn't been long before Raven went planetside that Finn picked up on the tension. At first he didn't know how to handle the situation. They had both begun to tear him apart. He couldn't decide the right path.
Every time he looked in a mirror now, all he saw was a ghost. He had been thrown between the cracks of reality. It felt as if the more he tried to scramble for coverage, and purchase, for solid ground, the more he sunk beneath the veil. Crucified for being in the wrong place with his heart. For wanting to be more than he already was. Nothing had compared to seeing a ghost. Once you see that ghost of the past, it seemingly grabs hold of your soul. It doesn't let go. It becomes a part of you. A piece of your soul that attaches itself. Finn ducked another branch, clutching his rifle to his chest, he swung the rifle the rifle to the back. He held the side, bracing it as he ducked, dodged, climbed his way through the forest floor. The camp would be on alert after they realized he was gone. He glanced over his shoulder past the short-cropped brown hair, his eyes hazing over slightly. Somewhere back there, Raven was going to worry about him. He couldn't stop his legs from carrying him forward, his heart from wanting more, his soul from hurting more and more. Christ, did his heart feel like a massive tumor right about now. It was all so much. Ever since leaving the Ark. It had seemed he had found another reality on the ground. He had reached a rather large rock cleft. It stuck from the ground like some hand.
Reaching out from the depths of the soil from oxygen. Finn stopped for a moment. He retrieved the flask from around his neck. He uncorked the top, finding a moment to relish in how far he had come. He had to cover ground before nightfall. He took a swig of the cool water, feeling the liquid inside his belly, he looked up at the fading sun. Sweat was beading his forehead. The weight of the assault rifle behind his back. He wasn't afraid to use the weapon. His main purpose was finding Clarke, bringing her back safely to camp. He looked down at the soil. Maybe he could get some evidence of... he tilted his head. He froze mid-closing the flask. His finger lightly gripping the cap, the cap halfway screwed. Tracks. His eyes followed the messy row in the dirt. His face twitched nervously. He wasn't alone. He felt a sudden dread fill his soul. He wasn't alone. There were messy rows all over the soil. As if they, whoever they were, had been running. It didn't make any sense. His eyes slid from side to side as he processed the footprints on the fly. He felt his hand come up, the back rubbing anxiously across his nose, covering his mouth. This wasn't good. No, no, this wasn't good. It was then that he felt his hand go back, pull the rifle out, holding the stock firmly against his shoulder. He took a look around. There was movement...
Somewhere. He felt the flat of his palm rubbing his mouth. He spun slowly, taking in a full 360 of his surroundings. Even though the tracks went off to the north. These people, these Grounders, they wouldn't let their trail be uncovered that easily. He felt that they had eyes on him. He began to shiver with a certain paranoia. Where are you?, they couldn't know they were being followed. They just couldn't. He wasn't after them. He felt himself take a knee as he poised, ready, leveling the rifle as the shrubs shook to his left. He snapped the rifle in the direction of the noise. Come on, he thought hurriedly. He was burning daylight. Clarke could have been dead, don't think like that, you idiot. They are making you nervous. She's fine, she's fine right? He heard their voices, he wanted to listen, he wanted to pay attention, but the noise was greater. A shadow blurred between the trees to his right, he snapped in that direction. He could hear their voices loud and clear. It was a matter of not listening, of tuning into the noise instead. That was what Finn had committed to do. This world, this earth, it played with your mind. He peered directly ahead. There was a slight shrubbery bush of thorns ahead. And... he narrowed his eyes, his head slowly tilting to the side quizzically. At first he couldn't make out what he was seeing. It..
There was a face staring back at him. The eyes of a predator. OH SHII- he stumbled backwards, one hand in the dirt pushing him back, the rifle held at the wrong angle, down. He kept crawling backwards until he felt something... he looked behind him, in an upwards direction. A man. He was looking down, his face covered in warpaint. Oh, not good. There was a lowly grunt before hands grabbed him by the collar and lifted. He felt himself leave his feet. His hands scrambled for his rifle. The breath was horrid as Finn tried to shy away. His face twisted in agony and disgust. He found the stock, pulling it up, he placed the nozzle towards the chest, felt a sudden draw of breath in his chest, squeezed the trigger. It was like freefalling. His legs kicked out as he went back and down, away from the Reaper. He hit the ground hard. As a sharp whine filled his hearing. Like his eardrums had gone out. He scrambled in place in the dirt holding his ears flat. The noise was unbearable. He didn't hear the cry from the shrubbery as the man burst forward in a flat run. Finn's face was all confusion as it twisted in pain. The shot had been too close. He wasn't ready to pull the trigger. He rolled over instinctively to his stomach. Almost as soon as he had he pulled the rifle to the front. The scream was inaudible.
He pulled the trigger dropping the Reaper charging. Then he felt a foot in his midsection. A hard kick that sent a sharp pain through his abdomen. He let out a yell of anguish as he let go of the rifle. It fell somewhere to his left. It was followed by another kick. Then another. They came too fast. All he saw was a hurricane of boots coming down. He pulled his arms up to his face. In an attempt to go fetal. There were grunts, then something harder, more blunt coming down. Suddenly the noise was too great. It was a white noise in his mind. He closed up as much as he could. It had grown into a single vicious roar of confusion. He screamed as loud as he could. As if the scream of one simple boy could push the horrors of the world away. He screamed as loud as he could. But the kicks and the blows kept coming in a torrent of flurry and fluid strikes.
He was a dead man.
Every time he looked in a mirror now, all he saw was a ghost. He had been thrown between the cracks of reality. It felt as if the more he tried to scramble for coverage, and purchase, for solid ground, the more he sunk beneath the veil. Crucified for being in the wrong place with his heart. For wanting to be more than he already was. Nothing had compared to seeing a ghost. Once you see that ghost of the past, it seemingly grabs hold of your soul. It doesn't let go. It becomes a part of you. A piece of your soul that attaches itself. Finn ducked another branch, clutching his rifle to his chest, he swung the rifle the rifle to the back. He held the side, bracing it as he ducked, dodged, climbed his way through the forest floor. The camp would be on alert after they realized he was gone. He glanced over his shoulder past the short-cropped brown hair, his eyes hazing over slightly. Somewhere back there, Raven was going to worry about him. He couldn't stop his legs from carrying him forward, his heart from wanting more, his soul from hurting more and more. Christ, did his heart feel like a massive tumor right about now. It was all so much. Ever since leaving the Ark. It had seemed he had found another reality on the ground. He had reached a rather large rock cleft. It stuck from the ground like some hand.
Reaching out from the depths of the soil from oxygen. Finn stopped for a moment. He retrieved the flask from around his neck. He uncorked the top, finding a moment to relish in how far he had come. He had to cover ground before nightfall. He took a swig of the cool water, feeling the liquid inside his belly, he looked up at the fading sun. Sweat was beading his forehead. The weight of the assault rifle behind his back. He wasn't afraid to use the weapon. His main purpose was finding Clarke, bringing her back safely to camp. He looked down at the soil. Maybe he could get some evidence of... he tilted his head. He froze mid-closing the flask. His finger lightly gripping the cap, the cap halfway screwed. Tracks. His eyes followed the messy row in the dirt. His face twitched nervously. He wasn't alone. He felt a sudden dread fill his soul. He wasn't alone. There were messy rows all over the soil. As if they, whoever they were, had been running. It didn't make any sense. His eyes slid from side to side as he processed the footprints on the fly. He felt his hand come up, the back rubbing anxiously across his nose, covering his mouth. This wasn't good. No, no, this wasn't good. It was then that he felt his hand go back, pull the rifle out, holding the stock firmly against his shoulder. He took a look around. There was movement...
Somewhere. He felt the flat of his palm rubbing his mouth. He spun slowly, taking in a full 360 of his surroundings. Even though the tracks went off to the north. These people, these Grounders, they wouldn't let their trail be uncovered that easily. He felt that they had eyes on him. He began to shiver with a certain paranoia. Where are you?, they couldn't know they were being followed. They just couldn't. He wasn't after them. He felt himself take a knee as he poised, ready, leveling the rifle as the shrubs shook to his left. He snapped the rifle in the direction of the noise. Come on, he thought hurriedly. He was burning daylight. Clarke could have been dead, don't think like that, you idiot. They are making you nervous. She's fine, she's fine right? He heard their voices, he wanted to listen, he wanted to pay attention, but the noise was greater. A shadow blurred between the trees to his right, he snapped in that direction. He could hear their voices loud and clear. It was a matter of not listening, of tuning into the noise instead. That was what Finn had committed to do. This world, this earth, it played with your mind. He peered directly ahead. There was a slight shrubbery bush of thorns ahead. And... he narrowed his eyes, his head slowly tilting to the side quizzically. At first he couldn't make out what he was seeing. It..
There was a face staring back at him. The eyes of a predator. OH SHII- he stumbled backwards, one hand in the dirt pushing him back, the rifle held at the wrong angle, down. He kept crawling backwards until he felt something... he looked behind him, in an upwards direction. A man. He was looking down, his face covered in warpaint. Oh, not good. There was a lowly grunt before hands grabbed him by the collar and lifted. He felt himself leave his feet. His hands scrambled for his rifle. The breath was horrid as Finn tried to shy away. His face twisted in agony and disgust. He found the stock, pulling it up, he placed the nozzle towards the chest, felt a sudden draw of breath in his chest, squeezed the trigger. It was like freefalling. His legs kicked out as he went back and down, away from the Reaper. He hit the ground hard. As a sharp whine filled his hearing. Like his eardrums had gone out. He scrambled in place in the dirt holding his ears flat. The noise was unbearable. He didn't hear the cry from the shrubbery as the man burst forward in a flat run. Finn's face was all confusion as it twisted in pain. The shot had been too close. He wasn't ready to pull the trigger. He rolled over instinctively to his stomach. Almost as soon as he had he pulled the rifle to the front. The scream was inaudible.
He pulled the trigger dropping the Reaper charging. Then he felt a foot in his midsection. A hard kick that sent a sharp pain through his abdomen. He let out a yell of anguish as he let go of the rifle. It fell somewhere to his left. It was followed by another kick. Then another. They came too fast. All he saw was a hurricane of boots coming down. He pulled his arms up to his face. In an attempt to go fetal. There were grunts, then something harder, more blunt coming down. Suddenly the noise was too great. It was a white noise in his mind. He closed up as much as he could. It had grown into a single vicious roar of confusion. He screamed as loud as he could. As if the scream of one simple boy could push the horrors of the world away. He screamed as loud as he could. But the kicks and the blows kept coming in a torrent of flurry and fluid strikes.
He was a dead man.