Don't Blake My Heart

[Deleted]

Jackson's need was aching when Bellamy said he wanted him, but he started to laugh at Bellamy's next words. The laugh got swallowed into Bellamy's kiss, though, and Jackson didn't mind at all. Bellamy's fingers brushing his ass only made Jackson more hungry. "You're ridiculous," he teased when the kiss broke, the words spoken with so much affection.

He spit in his palm and prepared himself for Bellamy, then spit again and curled his hand around Bellamy's cock, starting to stroke him slowly as he pressed inside of Bellamy. Pleasure overtook his body, and he fought to resist the urge to just start thrusting. He had to keep the pace slow to avoid too much strain on Bellamy. He buried his face against Bellamy's neck, working over his skin with his mouth. Once he was fully inside Bellamy, he started to rock his hips in time with his hand, groaning against Bellamy's neck.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @severitysoftly

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy would have laughed at his tease, thoroughly enjoying the sound of amusement that came from Jackson . . . but he was quickly distracted by the sound of him spitting. More so, when he started to stroke his cock with his wet hand. The moistness of his touch, made Bellamy groan, his lips parting as he closed his eyes, just relishing in the incredible sensation. The mixture of that, and him pushing inside of him, caused a louder sound to escape his lips, a louder groan as he gripped Jackson's ass a little tighter.

"Oh my god," he groaned, everything feeling so heightened right now. Not sure if it was because his body was more sensitive and tender, or because of the emotional verbal exchange. Whatever the reason, this felt amazing. He knew that Jackson was moving more slowly for Bellamy's benefit, though it in no way reduced the pleasure and sensational feeling of his cock inside of him, or his hand stroking his length. Small, short exhalations fell from his lips, before managing to form a cohesive thought.

"I won't break," he said in a huff of breath, a teasing smile on his lips. His words meant as a joke, in reference to the time they had teased each other about it before . . . and then again. He opened his eyes, Jackson's lips on his skin sending a warmth through his entire body. He instinctively parted his legs a little more, his fingers pressing into the skin on Jackson's back as Bellamy thrust his hips upwards, groaning once again at the feeling of his fulfilling cock and skillful hands.

[Deleted]

God, Bellamy's responses were incredible tonight, but Jackson thought he understood why. Because everything felt better tonight to him too. Because of everything they'd been through over the last two days. Not to mention that forcing his movements to remain slow was driving his body's desires to an intensity he wasn't used to. Disallowing himself to just thrust freely into Bellamy was only making his body want it more.

"Maybe it's me who might break tonight," Jackson said with a smile, because telling Bellamy he was trying not to jostle him wasn't an option. Bellamy probably knew it anyway. He gasped when Bellamy thrust up against him, doing his best not to give in to his urges, but picking up his pace a little anyway. It was still not hard enough to shake Bellamy's body. He lifted his head and kissed Bellamy, a slow kiss full of emotion. "Relax," he breathed against Bellamy's mouth. "Enjoy this with me. We can fuck each other senseless in a week, but tonight just... really feel me. Every second."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @severitysoftly

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Jacksons telling Bellamy to relax had an instant effect on him. He eased his body, his partners words soaring throuh his mind. So many times they were thrown into a passionate frenzy, unable to keep their hands off each other. Time was not something they had an abundance of, and maybe Bellamy wanted to prove that he wasnt incapacitated in any way. Yet, Jackson's words held a tempting offer . . . to just enjoy. To feel him inside of him. To bask in everything he was doing to him.

Bellamy slowly kissed Jackson, before resting his forehead against his and giving a small nod. He didnt thrust up to match Jackson's pace. The mans words were like a therapy; a calm, relaxing tone that was so sensual and sexy that Bellamy wanted more of it. His hand started to caress Jackson's back, a heavy exhalation of breath with each pleasurable thrust he moved inside of him. "Keep talking," Bellamy breathed in a low voice. Bellamy kept his eyes closed. He loved the sight of the beautiful man above him but he wanted to heighten each other sense right now. He wanted to do what Jackson suggested: feel him . . . really, feel him.

[Deleted]

Jackson almost felt like he'd done the impossible when he felt Bellamy relax, giving in to this new experience for both of them, just feeling each other. He moaned softly into Bellamy's kiss, and and watched as Bellamy closed his eyes, apparently willing to just take this all in. "You feel so good," he murmured, because it was the first thing that came to mind when Bell asked him to keep talking. It was true too. Jackson's pleasure was starting to build as he continued to thrust, his hand matching his pace on Bellamy's cock. It was taking everything he had to control himself.

He sighed at the feel of Bellamy's hands caressing his back as he struggled to find words that would add to this amazing feeling running through his body and mind. "Nothing else has to matter right now," he whispered, ducking his head to kiss Bellamy's neck, licking over his Adam's apple before nipping it with his teeth, not hard enough to get Bellamy back into wanting to speed up again, just enough for a different sensation. "Just you and me," he continued. "No distractions, no worries. Just me inside of you. On top of you. Trying to make you feel everything you could ever want to, and getting the same back," he said, making noises of pleasure anad needs between the words because he couldn't stop them now. This was amazing, and beautiful, and so right.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @severitysoftly

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Jackson's words had such a calming effect. Soothing. Delving Bellamy deeper into a place of serenity and peace. The man's mere presence had the ability to do that . . . but his words, just allowed Bellamy to sink further into that realm of peace. His eyes remained closed, soaking it all in, along with the steady movements of Jackson's cock, moving in and out of him, deeper inside of him. His tongue gliding over his neck causing Bellamy to moan with a content pleasure, filled with both enjoyment and need for more. But the sound was hardly a rarity. Groans escaped him with each careful thrust, with the skillful running of his hand over his cock, with the words he was tenderly saying to him.

Just you and me. Bellamy's hand was on the back of Jackson's head, running his fingers through his shorter locks with more restraint than before. An attempt to encourage his movements along the front of his neck . . . but also, offering a comforting gesture in return. A display of enjoyment as well as one of just wanting to hold Jackson. "Just you and me," he repeated, slowly opening his eyes to look at the beautiful male on top of him, his lids heavy with desire and pleasure.

"I'm close," he breathed, his hand on his head turning it so that he could kiss him deeply, passionately, with that urgency in it . . . though he was close to his release. It only took a few more strokes before Bellamy felt it, his breathing hitched as a sound of intense pleasure fell from his mouth, muffled only by the fact that it was still moving against Jackson's which sent a vibration through the embrace as he spilled his seed over him.

[Deleted]

Jackson was enjoying the way Bellamy's fingers moved in his hair, encouraging Jackson without demanding, and when Bellamy opened his eyes to look at him, Jackson felt his lips curl into a hint of a smile even through his desire as he looked down at his partner. They had something amazing, didn't they? Jackson knew it. He felt it, and when Bellamy said he was close, Jackson sped his hand just barely, pushing his body to come as he felt his own need to do the same start to threaten the pace he'd set.

Jackson groaned when he felt the hot release of Bellamy's orgasm over his hand, the noise muffled by Bellamy's mouth, mixing with the sounds of pleasure coming from his partner. It was too much, driving Jackson's own release closer as he broke the kiss to lift his hand and taste Bellamy's release. And that was it. Jackson buried himself deeply into Bellamy, moaning as he pumped his release inside him. He let his head rest against Bellamy's shoulder, breathing hard against his neck. His hand was still sticky, but he let the clean part of it rest against Bellamy's chest, feeling his heart beat underneath.

"Oh, God," he panted after a few moment. "That was..." His head was foggy. "Never done that before. Amazing."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @severitysoftly

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

There was something incredibly sexy about watching Jackson taste Bellamy's release. It was enough to cause the guardsman to run his tongue over his lips as he just watched him. He would have been aroused all over again had exhaustion not starting to set in. Mostly due to his condition but he wasn't complaining considering it had created the most beautiful moment between them. The slow pumping of his hips eventually allowing his release. Bellamy sharply inhaled before slowly letting it out, his head sinking against the pillow as he felt the warm liquid fill his inside . . . wanting to hold in every single drop.

Wanting Jackson to stay a part of him, joined in heart, body, mind and soul. Another groan of pleasure and satisfaction left him as Jackson relaxed his head on his shoulder, his hand on his chest. Bellamy moved one of his hands to rest on top of Jackson's shifting it so that was placed on top of his heart. So that his lover could feel the beat of it . . . a heart that beat for him. "So amazing," Bellamy agreed, his other arm wrapped around the doctor to keep him there, wanting him to stay inside of him.

He could already feel himself drifting, a euphoric haze consuming him. "You're amazing," Bellamy added with a smile, his lips brushing along Jackson's cheek where he could reach. "I love you," he repeated, still conscious enough to say and mean the words . . . though he knew he was only going to be awake for a few more moments. Everything was easing him to sleep, and those words felt like it could only add to this already perfect moment.

[Deleted]

The feeling of Bellamy underneath Jackson felt so right, and his hand now over Bellamy's chest reminded him that Bellamy was his. And that he was Bellamy's. For as long as Bellamy's heart continued it's steady thump, Jackson would continue to feel like he had his home, his safe place in this world with Bellamy.

Bellamy held him, and Jackson had no intention of moving. He wanted to savor this moment, really feel it, this moment where they felt like one. The haze of orgasm was drifting Jackson to sleep, in spite of not having expended the same frenzied energy they normally did during sex. "I love you too," he murmured, kissing Bellamy's neck. If there was a way to make this feeling last forever, Jackson would give anything for it.

Tag: Bellamy Blake