Checking In On A Friend

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Jasper couldn't help smiling at the expression on Bellamy's face. Bellamy didn't smile enough. He only chuckled softly when Bellamy mentioned first times, but when Bellamy asked his question, Jasper's eyebrows went up. Was that an offer to continue? "Right now? Today?" he asked. Maybe that seemed like a stupid question, but it had come out of his mouth before he thought better.

He twisted his lips, thinking for a moment. "I hadn't planned to treat you like a sexual vending machine," he said, though he reached out to touch Bellamy's chest anyway, brushing his fingers over the muscles there. The idea of trying other things was tempting, though. "I don't want to have sex with you. I want to... be in love." He made a face. "That probably sounds stupid."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

The amused expression remained on Bellamy's face when Jasper surprisingly asked whether he meant today, or right now. And when he spoke of treating Bellamy like a vending machine, the older male couldn't help but let out another slight chuckle. "In order for that to work, you gotta put something in." He paused for a moment, looking at Jasper. "Something other than yourself," he said teasingly. His hand moving along his chest was a rather comforting sensation and played nicely into Bellamy's desire -- and perhaps need -- for contact after sex.

Even if he knew it couldn't go beyond any physical intimacy. It was still nice to sometimes pretend. Just for a little while. Speaking of which, Jasper's next words caused Bellamy to pause. He knew he could have played off the remark. Agreed with Jasper for the sake of closing himself off. But . . . Bellamy felt the need to reassure him, rather than belittle him. "Doesn't sound stupid at all," he told him truthfully. For those who could allow themselves to be in love, they should. Love was never a luxury Bellamy could afford, nor one he deserved. It was why he couldn't allow himself to get too close to anyone.

Why he never let anything surpass sex, or develop into something more emotionally charged. There had been times when he had been close ton letting it happen . . . but he had always pulled him. His head still turned toward Jasper, Bellamy's hand went to the younger male's hair, running his fingers through it. "I hope you find it." In someone that he truly cared about, and who cared for him. Bellamy meant it. Love, any kind of love, was a beautiful thing. The only kind he had known was the love he had for family. So many people have lost theirs -- a lot because fo him. But finding it in romantic partners, was a whole different dynamic.

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Bellamy had a nice laugh. He needed to laugh more. Jasper wondered if he could do that more often. Jasper almost joked that he had put something in Bellamy's mouth, but he just laughed when Bellamy said other than himself. He was mildly surprised when Bellamy told him it wasn't stupid to wait for love, considering everyone knew Bellamy was sleeping his way through camp, but also because they could die tomorrow. Jasper forgot to protest when Bellamy's hands slid into his hair. He closed his eyes, making a pleased noise at the feeling, his hand still brushing over Bellamy's chest.

"I hope so too," he murmured, his hand sliding lower to Bellamy's stomach. "Like, tomorrow. Before I die, preferably," he added, his lips quirking into a half-smile. Jasper had thought he'd been in love before. Most recently with Bellamy's sister. Unfortunately, it had always been one-sided before.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

The sound of any delinquent laughing was melodic. A refreshing sound compared to all the fear and pain that had been thrust upon them ever since landing. Bellamy supposed those like Jasper and limited others, didn't let the pain over power them. They still remained in good spirits. For the most part. Bellamy smirked a little at the mention of it happening soon, before tomorrow when he died. Bellamy wished he could assure him otherwise. But nothing was uncertain down here, least of all their lives. The caress of his hand on Bellamy's stomach felt rather comforting, soothing, and it encouraged him to continue his actions of his own hand running through Jasper's hair.

"All the more incentive not to die. And to keep cheating death like you seem to have a talent for doing," he joked, though not without truth. The tease had been expressed earlier too. But Bellamy didn't want to put a damper on the mood. His intention was to help Jasper relax, not to make him think of what darkness lurked out there; darkness that Jasper had been exposed to first hand. Bellamy's other hand ran down Jasper's chest, lower down his stomach, to the apex of his thighs. "Least you can cross one thing off your list," he teased him with a continued smirk, referring to having experienced and done something in here, that he apparently had never done before.

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Jasper smiled at Bellamy's words, letting his eyes close again so he could just focus on the feel of Bellamy's fingers in his hair. It was nice to feel this sort of comfort. He couldn't actually remember the last time anyone stroked his hair. People had played with it before, but the last person to stroke it in any sort of comforting way had probably been his mother.

Jasper quickly pushed that thought aside. Not only did he not know if she was alive, he didn't need to think about her while he was laying naked in someone's bed.

Fortunately, Bellamy's hands distracted him by moving lower, down to the top of his thigh, which stirred renewed desire in him again. Apparently his body had rested enough. He flattened his hand against Bellamy's stomach, leaving it in one place. "Gonna have to cross it off twice if you keep touching me like this," he murmured, smirking.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Another smirk played on Bellamy's features when Jasper joked about having to cross it off twice if he kept going. "Unless there's anything else on your list?" Bellamy inquired, wondering if Jasper had ever wanted to try something else. Maybe not to the full extent, as he had made that clear before, but something that didn't require that full penetration. They were just messing around anyway. And well, quite frankly, Bellamy enjoyed seeing the way Jasper was at ease. The relaxed demeanour, before it filled with pleasure.

The expressions that crossed his features that held so many other things apart from pain and fear. Bellamy wanted to encourage that; wanted to help him and the others find ways to find ease and contentment, even if it was just for a short while. Bellamy's finger started to trail over Jasper's length, slowly grazing up along it and then back down along his underside before skimming to his entrance, moving along it without inserting his finger in as he gave him a chance to answer his question before taking matters into his own hands -- literally, apparently.

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Jasper laughed breathlessly at Bellamy's words. Was there anything else he wanted? He had fantasies about a lot of things, but Jasper wasn't sure if they were weird or not. And considering they were both naked, rubbing against one another until they both came in their pants wasn't an option. And maybe that was just a dumb thing teenagers did. "I wouldn't know what to ask for?" he admitted eventually.

But... even if all they did was suck each other off again, Jasper was more than okay with that, so he gave his body permission to start getting excited by Bellamy's hand still at the top of his thigh, and started moving his hand against Bellamy's skin again too, sliding it up from Bellamy's stomach, over his chest and neck to cup his jaw. He leaned in for another kiss, parting his lips against Bellamy's to let him know he was more than willing to go again..

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy breathed into the kiss, having enjoyed Jasper's hands running over his skin before cupping his jaw. He deepened the embrace, his hand still teasingly trailing up and down Jasper's crease. Easing out of the kiss, Bellamy spoke against Jasper's lips. "Really, you don't know what you want?" He teased him playfully. He wanted Jasper to be more confident; wanting to help in building that confidence in the former delinquent.

Bellamy's finger moving him, kissing his lips against, gently nipping on Jasper's bottom lip before releasing it. "You hadn't ever thought of what you wanted to try?" He further presented. Jasper didn't want to have sex, and of course that was fine, but surely he had other things he'd wanted to try. And hell, Bellamy was ready to provide him with that to the best of his ability. "Besides, I picked the last thing," he added on teasingly, though with truth, referring to of course having sucked Jasper before he returned the favor.

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Oh, God, Bellamy was going to make him pick the next thing? Jasper had been hoping Bellamy would just take the lead again. Bellamy had done this all before, and knew what felt the best, after all. Jasper had only ever had his hands and imagination. He felt his face heat slightly, his breath hitching as Bellamy nipped his lower lip.

"I've thought about a lot," he admitted after a few moments. He slid his hand into Bellamy's hair, kissing him again, trying to distract himself from nerves at saying what he wanted. Doing the things wouldn't be an issue, but asking for something directly... Jasper didn't know all the words. "You could... finger me. That doesn't count," he said. He'd used his own finger before. "I think I'd like to feel your tongue there too," he added, kissing Bellamy more hungrily, both as a distraction, but also because verbalizing things was turning him on more. He just hoped Bellamy wouldn't reject any of his suggestions.

He slid his hand back down to Bellamy's ass. "I'd like too fuck your ass," he said, squeezing to part Bellamy's cheeks. "Not inside you, but... between."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Bellamy took in Jasper's words and with each one, he felt a stronger thrill of anticipation in exploring what Jasper suggested. It was even more arousing that it was being verbalized by Jasper; something that the younger male wanted. Something that Bellamy would eagerly give him. Each kiss in between only made Bellamy's cock harden, his body aching for more. To put into action Jasper's words. Instead of verbally accepting the suggestions, Bellamy decided to act on it. His body impatient for it. And judging from Jasper's body's reaction . . . perhaps he was too. Bellamy groaned with pleasure into the kiss, his mouth reluctantly parting ways from his own . . . but not without purpose. Bellamy started to shift over Jasper, his lips moving in a trail of kisses down Jasper's neck, sucking his skin along the way, his teeth grazing down his chest, lower and lower.

His hands went to Jasper's legs, propping them up a bit so that his knees were pointed up, his feet flat against his mattress. Bellamy's tongue glided over Jasper's cock, teasing the area with a few more strokes of his moist tongue, before moving to Jasper's entrance. His lips touched the sac of skin along the way, but once he got to the opening between his legs, he paused for only a brief moment. His mouth so close, he was certain Jasper could feel his hot breath over the area. With a slight smirk, Bellamy withdrew his tongue and ran it along his opening in one swift motion. An action he repeated again and then for a third time, angling his head to get in the best position. But the fourth glide, Bellamy's tongue started to probe in the area, slipping between his entrance to further taste him and offer his own mouth to bring pleasure to the younger male, groaning with the pleasure it caused to course through Bellamy. And fighting the urge to stroke either Jasper's cock or Bellamy's own.

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Bellamy didn't reply verbally, and at first Jasper wondered if he should be embarrassed by the things he'd just said out loud, but Bellamy groaned against his mouth, and then started shifting downward before Jasper could worry too much. His hand slid off Bellamy's ass as he moved, letting it ride up Bellamy's spine and keeping his other hand in Bellamy's hair. Bellamy teased his cock with his mouth briefly, leaving Jasper breathless and half-inclined to just say fuck it and ask Bellamy just to blow him again. But then Bellamy shifted lower.

For a moment, all Jasper felt was the moist heat of Bellamy's breath, and he let out a needy whimper involuntarily, the anticipation in his body wanting more, forcing itself to be know. When Bellamy finally licked him, Jasper's hand tightened in his hair and he arched off the bed, heat flooding his body. It felt like his entire body blushed, but his cheeks were the hottest. But he didn't fucking care, because Bellamy's tongue against his pucker felt better than he could have imagined. He let out a strangled noise he'd never heard himself make before as Bellamy continued, and then moaned as Bellamy's tongue started to probe at him. "Fuck," he hissed, his fingers tugging at Bellamy's curls without realizing it.

In this moment, the pleasure running through him, he was tempted to just ask Bellamy to fuck him. It was easy now to see how one thing could just lead to another. "Oh God, Bellamy," he moaned.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Hearing Jasper make sounds that Bellamy had never heard before, was an immense turn on. Further encouragement, and fully willing to ignore his own building ache in his cock, for the sake of pleasuring the former delinquent. Besides, Bellamy relished in pleasuring others first . . . especially when unfamiliar of such pleasures. Like Jasper was. He wanted to be the one to offer it to him, to ignite him with it. A reminder that there was something good that could be found in this hell. An escape from it. Even just temporarily. The sound he made was perfect, and Bellamy was determined to draw more noises out of him like that. Just like each curse, each groan, each arch of his back that pressed him harder against Bellamy's mouth. He was prepared for it though, welcoming it. His hands moved to Jasper's legs, propping his knees up as they went to his ass, spreading him open so that Bellamy could devour him further.

The pulling of his hair, that added touch that Bellamy could feel in reaction to what he was doing to Jasper . . . yes. It was all rather sensational. Bellamy pushed his tongue in again, moving around where it was entered into Jasper, allowing for that feeling of having something other than his own finger inside of him. The wet muscle, pressing deeper, moving in a slightly circular motion, prolonging the action before withdrawing. "Damn Jasper, you taste so good," he moaned. He licked him again, before repeating the action, this time, delving deeper. One hand moved to Jasper's sac, squeezing it, massaging it in the palm of his hand as he groaned again, eyes closed and completely focused on the task at hand, continuing to ignore touching Jasper's cock for as long as he could prolong it.

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Bellamy's hands pushed his legs up and then spread his cheeks even more, letting Bellamy go deeper with his mouth and tongue, and for now, all thoughts of grinding his cock in between Bellamy's ass cheeks were gone, because this felt better than Jasper had ever expected and he just wanted more. No matter how many times Jasper had played with himself, he'd never felt so relaxed and open, so ready, down there than he did now. The way Bellamy's tongue entered him and circled around, Bellamy's words about how he tasted, made it damn near impossible for Jasper not to just beg Bellamy to fuck him. As it was, he couldn't stop moaning, getting louder as Bellamy's hand cupped his sac, squeezing and massaging.

"Oh my God, feels so good. I want you so fucking much," he admitted, gasping as Bellamy's tongue circled inside him again. His toes curled against the cot, almost unable to contain how good this felt. "Need you-- your-- inside me." Fuck, he wanted to say 'cock' so badly. "Your fingers," he managed instead. God, why was he waiting again? "Wanna suck you too," he panted, making a gesture he hoped Bellamy would understand to mean he wanted to move to a 69 position, so that he could moan around Bellamy's cock while Bellamy made him feel so amazing, giving some pleasure back.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

It sounded like Jasper was becoming undone, and Bellamy basked in the feeling of it. To know that he could draw such pleasure from him. Jasper's words were in the back of his mind, remembering that the male was saving himself and Bellamy didn't exactly want to do anything to compromise that. At the same time . . . perhaps what he was doing right now, did that very think. Driving his tongue deeper, toying with it when inside Jasper to add new sensations with the movement and vibrations of his groaning. Pushing in deeper with the wetness of his mouth, sucking him, probing him. He tasted so damn good, and Jasper's words were driving him harder and deeper into him.

His hand continuing to massage the sac of skin, with another firm squeeze in between palming it. He could have sworn Jasper was going to say something else . . . something apart from his fingers, but he didn't bother asking about it. Instead, the younger male's next words immediately distracted him. He wanted to suck him. Bellamy was not oblivious to what this meant, and the sudden desire to fulfill it, consumed him. The thought of Jasper's lips on his cock, while being able to continue to pleasure him. Well, it made it impossible not to react to. Withdrawing his tongue from Jasper, Bellamy glanced up at him for a moment, wanting to see the expression on his face. Wanting to see if his words of pleasure matched the expression that he wore.

With a slight smirk, Bellamy started to turn his body. He adjusted himself so that his legs were on either side of Jasper, aligned so that he was over him, his mouth next to his center, only upside down, while Bellamy's own cock was near Jasper's mouth. Bellamy didn't waste any time though. He brought one of his fingers into his mouth, coating it with his saliva, before releasing it and slowly inserting it into Jasper. Moving slowly, as if allowing him to adjust to the feeling of it, bit by bit until he was mostly inside of him. "Like this?" He questioned, lowered his head to lick the area surrounding where his finger was currently inside.

"Or do you want more?" His question was most taunting, teasing than genuinely curious. He slowly withdrew his finger, but not all the way. Just before it would have come out, Bellamy pushed it back inside, this time moving deeper than the last time. "So tight," he moaned. Though it made sense as to why. Bellamy repeated the action with his finger, this time once deeply inside, he turned his finger a little, adding a new sensation to the probing of it. His lips moved to the sac of skin, starting to suck on it while his finger worked inside of him.

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Jasper let out a needy noise when Bellamy pulled his mouth away, wishing there was a way for Bellamy to move that didn't involve breaking that contact that felt so amazing that Jasper couldn't quite catch his breath. But then Bellamy moved over him, straddling his head, and Jasper was somehow even more turned on. He panted heavily against Bellamy, almost forgetting what he wanted to do to the other man when he felt Bellamy's finger slide inside him. So slowly, almost too slow. Between playing with himself in the past, and Bellamy's work with his mouth, this was something Jasper knew he could handle. "Oh, God, yes," Jasper gasped, his hands reaching up to squeeze Bellamy's ass as his lifted his head just a little to suck on Bellamy's sac. His mouth was sloppy and distracted, he knew, but it was eager and excited, and he made a noise that was almost a whine when Bellamy's mouth went back to that sensitive area around his finger.

"More," he almost pleaded, even if Bellamy's question sounded like it was rhetorical. He knew Bellamy could probably tell exactly what he was doing to Jasper, and Jasper really couldn't bring himself to care. He finally turned his head and took Bellamy into his mouth as deeply as he could, just before Bellamy turned his finger, causing Jasper's body to jerk with unexpected pleasure, moaning loudly, stifled only by Bellamy's thick cock pressed to the back of his throat. Bellamy wasn't touching his cock yet, but he already felt like his pleasure couldn't get much higher. He tried to demand more, but it was just a muffled, needy sound that came out, his nails digging into Bellamy ass as he sucked him, and somehow having Bellamy filling him from both ends only made this better.

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