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Li drew a steadying breath as he headed toward the mess, smiling at people as he passed them in the halls. This wasn't his first client, but he'd only switched from stealing and trading illegally to using his body for more of a profit a couple weeks ago. So far none of his experiences had gone badly, but he'd talked to a couple of other people who did the same work for their "employer", and had been given a few tips on what to watch out for and what to expect.

He ran a hand through his hair, smoothing it down and straightened his jacket. Nobody on the Ark had nice clothes, really, but he was told he had a "look" some clients liked or requested: young, clean-cut (as much as possible, when everyone's clothes were falling apart to some level), innocent face. Of course he didn't know if this client today had made any special requests. He just knew the other man was a few years older, was named Bellamy, and he Li a rough description of how he looked and where he would be in the mess. Which was were he usually met clients. There was enough comings and goings there that no one would notice two people meeting up and immediately leaving.

He spotted who he thought must be his client as soon as he got to the mess and headed straight over to him. He was very handsome, so Li thought this one might be one he could enjoy as much as his customer. He turned the charm up to ten as he got close, maybe a little closer than he might have normally gotten to people he'd never met before. He gave the other man a warm smile and extended his hand, wanting to establish physical contact as soon as possible. "Hey, I'm Adam. And I'm hoping you're Bellamy," he said, glancing down Bellamy's body and back up without being too obvious to anyone who might look their way. He said that to everyone, wanting them to feel wanted right off the bat too, but this time he meant it, because Bellamy, whether that was his real name or not, was more attractive up close.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Bellamy didnt know what the hell he was doing. He wasnt normally like this . . . but he had just lost his last hope. He had tried to appeal to the council to switch places with his sister; float him and let her live. He was after all the guilty one. And there only needed to be one Blake . . . that was the rule wasnt it? But they didnt even review the case or consider it. It was too late. Bellamy had lost his mother and soon, he would lose his sister to. It was what perhaps accounted for his uncharacteristic behavior. Using his resourcefulness to find the right source for his . . . needs.

Bellamy knew he didnt have to pay for sex. But, he wanted to do something that defied the laws of the Ark. He wanted to reject them; just like they had when they brought an illegal sibling into this world. And perhaps a part of Bellamy wanted to get caught. . . so that he wouldnt have to endure this world without his sister. His completely grief stricken state was what led him to the mess right now. Waiting foe Adam. A recommended worker. Bellamy hadnt been too fussed about who it was . . . so long as it was someone.

Bellamy looked over at the young male as he approached him. Bellamy felt his gaze linger over him . . . .tempted to do the same but someone managed to refrain. He couldn't deny that the guy was very easy on the eyes. Attractive enough that Bellamy may have even tried to approach him in a regular social setting. But there was no sense in thinking about that since this was all arranged. His eyes very briefly glanced down at Adams extended hand before meeting the younger males eyes once more. Bellamy didnt make any move to take his hand.

Instead, he just spoke, using the close proximity to his advantage as Bellamy talked in a low voice. "I was told you could secure a place for us," he began. Truth be told, Bellamy didnt want to waste time talking. He felt too on edge. He didnt want to do anything in his apartment . . . the thought of having sex on a bed that his mother and sister slept on was too disturbing. "So lets go," Bellamy added bluntly, hardly showing any subtlty to his impatience. He was ready to get out of here with Adam, and fast.

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Li's smile faded a little at the way Bellamy responded to him. He didn't shake his hand, or even smile back, and that combined with his words made Li wander if he should go through with this. Most clients wanted to leave pretty quickly, eager to get to what they paid for, but even the nervous ones at the very least tried to smile back, shake his hand... offer any sort of indication that they not a threat. Li knew that if he wound up assaulted, he couldn't report it because he would be exposed in return. But this was the first time this had happened to him, the first time his charm really failed, so he didn't know for sure if this was a red flag or not. And the failure to get Bellamy to respond favorably to him... made Li more determined to please Bellamy somehow.

"Okay," he said, calmly, quietly. Maybe Bellamy wanted submission and it had started the moment Li approached him. Li was going to follow his orders, both spoken and unspoken, and right now the unspoken order, Li thought, was to take Bellamy where they were going without speaking. His smile was still there as he looked at Bellamy, though it was smaller than before, the warmth and openness still in his eyes. Then he lowered his head slightly before turning and leading them out of the mess and down one of the halls.

He glanced behind himself once to make sure Bellamy was following him, but mostly lead them to the room that had been secured for them silently. He let them both inside to a small apartment unit. Someone probably owned it, and got a decent payment renting it out for this sort of thing. Li didn't ask questions about that. He shut the door behind them and looked at Bellamy again. He had a move that usually worked, but he wasn't sure of it with this guy. He stepped in so that he was close to Bellamy again, reaching out to touch his fingertips to Bellamy's body, over his ribcage so he could walk them up Bellamy's chest, fully expecting Bellamy to stop him if submission was what he wanted. "Is there something you had in mind for tonight, Bellamy?" he murmured, leaning close enough so that they could kiss if Bellamy wanted that. "Anything you want." He might have been more conversational with someone else, but Bellamy didn't seem to want that.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @fang

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy silently followed Adam, not saying much more else as they exited the room. Bellamy felt like everyone was watching; as if everyone knew where they were going. What they were doing. Even though that was an impossibility. He just numbly followed the man, until they were in a secluded room. Granted the necessary privacy . . . though Bellamy still no idea what the hell he was doing. When he stepped inside, the door properly shut behind him, he now stood in front of Adam. A man that he had arranged payment for to . . . have sex. Or do whatever. He didn't even know. Bellamy remained completely still as the younger male's fingers walked up his chest, causing Bellamy to swallow, slightly clenching his jaw, his eyes on Adam's fingers rather than on his face.

He asked him what he had in mind, offering anything he wanted. Truth be told . . . Bellamy had no set idea in mind. Other than this was illegal. This was wrong. And perhaps that was exactly why Bellamy was doing it. Self destructive behavior with the hope fo getting caught; or just sheer defiance against the laws of the Ark that killed his mother and now held his sister prisoner. "I . . . don't know what I want," he finally said, gaze raised to meet Fang's eyes. Bellamy knew that his own eyes held a numbness, his expression not giving anything away to his emotions. Not yet anyway.

He was struggling to keep it all together, not even having cried for his sister or mother yet. Everything was bottled within him, trying to be stoic. But the final news he got that rejected his appeal . . . was his breaking point. He didn't miss the way that Fang's body was rather close to his; wondering if he should lean in to close that distance, and yet, continued to remain perfectly still. "What do you usually do for someone who doesn't know?" Bellamy asked, his eyes falling to Fang's lips that were so damn close . . . and yet, Bellamy couldn't bring himself to close that distance. Not yet anyway.

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Li saw the reaction to his touch, a swallow, the clench of his jaw, the way Bellamy's eyes watched his hand instead of his face. He was preparing for Bellamy to lash out or something, he just seemed so tense and... Li didn't know. He'd heard horror stories, of course, about people whose only interest was in hurting sex workers. But then Bellamy finally looked back up, telling Li he didn't know what he wanted. Oh. Maybe it wasn't control Bellamy wanted. Maybe he didn't want Li to be submissive. And maybe he didn't have some intent to harm. Maybe he was just really nervous. "That's okay," he said softly. It was getting harder to smile at someone so... frozen, unresponsive... but Li continued to smile softly, hoping his expression was reassuring.

What did he do with clients who didn't know what they wanted? Well... Li had no idea. This was the first time he'd encountered anything like Bellamy. Did he admit he was new at this? Would that make Bellamy more secure or less? Li didn't have a clue so he settled for answering indirectly. "We figure it out together," he said, flattening is palm against Bellamy's chest and sliding it up over his shoulder, then to cup his neck as he leaned in and kissed the corner of Bellamy's mouth, unsure if Bellamy wanted to kiss him or not. Some clients preferred not to. And with some clients, Li refused to, but he was offering it to Bellamy.

He slid his other hands down Bellamy's arm to his hand, curling his fingers around it. "It's okay to touch me," he murmured, guiding Bellamy's hand to loop around his waist as he stepped closer, lowering his mouth to kiss lightly along Bellamy's jaw. "However you feel comfortable."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Bellamy had no idea what the hell he was doing. Not because he was inexperienced but . . . because of the fact that he had paid for it. Maybe he wanted agression from Adam, knowing that he didnt deserve to be treated well after how he had destroyed his family. It seemed more possible to ask of that from someone who was hired to do this. . .but the light kiss to the corner of Bellamys mouth seemed to remind him how much he carved human contact. This would be his first sexual outlet with someone after losing his mother and sister. His need was trumping the violence he deserved . . . and so he closed his eyes, finding himself leaning into Adams touch, his hand mindlessly following his guidance to move around his waist, remaining there.

Instinctively, Bellamy turned his head, until his lips were against Adams. At first it was just a touch, his mouth against Adams with no movement. And then slowly, Bellamy began to move them . . . parting his lips in a light kiss that came slightly more heated, yet hesitant at the same time. He feared that once he let out his emotions, once he started pouring then into the kiss . . . then he would be able to stop. And hell, he wasnt sure if he wanted to. As he told Adam. . . he didnt know what he wanted. And even though Adam said whatever made him comfortable. . . Bellamy knew full well that he didnt deserve any sort of comfort.

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Li felt Bellamy lean into his touch, which was definitely a good sign. Bellamy turned his head, pressing his lips to Li's, and Li felt the hesitance in his kiss, but he also feel the growing desire. Much Better. He'd wondered if Bellamy was a virgin for a moment, which seemed unlikely, given he looked a few year older than Li and was easy o the eyes, but it was pretty clear Bellamy knew how to kiss, hesitance aside. "Mmm," he hummed, his hand sliding up from Bellamy's neck to cup his cheek, holding him in the kiss as he deepened it, hoping Bellamy would relax even more.

He pressed Bellamy's hand to the small of his back, inching even closer until their bodies were pressed together, and if the kiss wasn't enough to start getting Li excited, the full contact was. He definitely wouldn't have any trouble "performing" for Bellamy; Bellamy was handsome and felt firm against him. "Relax," he whispered between kisses, the hand not cupping Bellamy's cheek now moving to his back and slipping up under the back of Bellamy's shirt, touching his bare skin in the same place he'd left Bellamy's hand on his body. He gently pulled Bellamy against him, letting out another noise of desire into Bellamy's mouth.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @fang

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy knew that the sound of enjoyment, the gentle humming from Adam's lips . . . shouldn't make him feel good. He shouldn't be allowing himself any comfort. That wasn't what this was about. It was about defiance. It was about, getting aggression he deserved. And yet, he couldn't even bring himself to tell Adam to do that to him. To make the emotional pain stop, with physical pain. Was that even possible? Bellamy hadn't the faintest clue . He didn't know what he was doing about anything, and reacted as instinct told him to. Leaning into the kiss. His hand mirroring Adam's as he slipped it under his shirt, breathing into the embrace, his shoulders relaxing a little more.

Kissing, sex, this was all familiar to him. The thought of the man before him being an escort, being paid to do this was slipping dangerously from his mind. Though it wasn't fully gone. Bellamy knew it wouldn't be good the moment it was. But right now, he was losing himself. Already drowning in a river of grief and wasn't sure he could save himself this time. Adam's words, urging him to relax made him break the kiss for a moment, following Adam's sound of pleasure that fell into it. Bellamy pulled his lips from Adam's, his eyes still closed, head still tilted downward considering the significant height difference.

Relax he had told him. Bellamy ceased all movements, seemingly frozen in place. His hand was still touching the skin of Adam's back, just as he felt Adam's hands on him. "I . . . can't." The words an admittance, breathed with a sound of defeat. It was as close as he could get to say that he couldn't let himself relax because he didn't deserve it. But he conveniently left the latter part out of the words, knowing that the implications were to encourage Adam to help him to relax. Bellamy could correct his meaning . . . but he was so damn selfish right now, that he didn't. And took whatever he could get, even if it was just for a limited amount of time.

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Li sucked in a small breath when Bellamy pulled away, surprised, because he'd thought Bellamy was starting to warm up a bit. He opened his eyes to see Bellamy with his eyes closed. Bellamy was frozen again, but other than breaking the kiss, he hadn't really pulled away. His face was still tilted down toward Li's, which seemed to indicate he still wanted this, but was still resisting it. Li had no idea why, considering Bellamy had paid for this. He'd gone to the trouble of seeking this out, which could have gotten him floated if he'd asked the wrong people.

Li tilted his head up and kissed Bellamy's lower lip, his own lip parting against it, as he slid his hand into Bellamy's hair. "You can," he murmured, starting to kiss down Bellamy's chin to his throat. He closed his fingers in Bellamy's hair as he reached his Adam's apple, enough to tug at his scalp without hurting. "I'm not going to do anything you don't want," he whispered, scraping his teeth against Bellamy's throat a little, hoping to get him worked up enough to give up whatever was making him resist. He took a step forward, both to urge Bellamy toward the bed and to let Bellamy feel his growing arousal.

Tag: Bellamy Blake