It's About to Get Real Spermy Up In Here...Raspermy That Is

[cherry1]

Raven was livid. Using the anger to mask the pain she was enduring. Finn was her family…at least he used to be. But he discarded their relationship without a second thought…for her. For Clarke. He could barely wait a day to sneak off with her into the woods and…sighing Raven attempted to purge the image from her mind unsuccessfully. Hell she shouldn’t be surprised. It had taken him what 10 days? To completely forget about her? About them.

Well two could play at that game. She just wanted to hurt him the same way he was hurting her. And even though he didn’t love her the same way, Raven knew there was something she could do that would probably sting a little. Hey, the best way to get over someone was to get under somebody else right? Why couldn’t she move on the same way he was. And with that thought dominating her mind, she headed in the direction of Bellamy Blake’s tent. His escapades weren’t exactly some big secret around here. With a camp of about a hundred people only separated by the fabric of tents, it was kind of difficult to keep any kind of secret. But no, Bellamy offered the added bonus of being the one guy in camp Finn so obviously couldn’t stand. And while Raven wasn’t always his biggest fan, she knew he was the perfect candidate to serve her purpose.

Poking her head inside she found him, only he wasn’t alone. Jasper was inside as well, the two of them in the midst of some serious conversation she couldn’t bring herself to care about. Not right now with her heart beating so loudly in her ears, she couldn’t hear them even if she wanted too. Maybe she should leave and come back later. But Raven knew herself. If she left, there was no way she’d have the balls to try this again. It was now or never. And well…she wasn’t opposed to using the both of them as a means to a hopefully satisfying end. “Hello boys,” she announced, taking a step inside. Already feigning confidence she didn’t quite have. “You busy? Cause I need something from you.” She said, her eyes on Bellamy not waiting for an answer to her question. “You too goggles,” she added, her eyes looking Jasper up and down.


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[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420 and cherry1

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy was currently in his tent, speaking privately to Jasper. He was going over the layout with him, of where they needed to set up defenses around the camp. Bellamy intended to brief others as well, but right now, he was speaking specifically to Jasper. The delinquent had potential, and the older male was not oblivious to it. Nor would he fail to recognize it. He wanted to boost his confidence where he could. Besides, with the loss of so many other former seconds . . . Jasper was a good other candidate for one.

During their conversation however, another person joined them, immediately halting Bellamy's words as he turned his head to look at her. Raven. Nothing indicated that it was an urgent emergency, or a matter of life or death. So he wasn't sure what it could be. Nor was he rejecting of hearing her out. His curiosity further peaked by the fact that she wanted to speak to both of them. He and Raven had a tension that was slowly diminishing, but not completely gone.

Perhaps it was due to their initial meeting where he trashed her radio, before putting his hand around her throat and her holding up the dagger to him. Yeah. That would definitely do it. But she was smart. Pretty damn smart. And though Bellamy didn't exactly vocalize it, he held a highly strong respect for her. "Does it matter if we were?" He answered rhetorically, somewhat sarcastically, in response to her inquiry as to whether they were busy. She had come in anyway, and since she was already here, no point kicking her out. "What is it?" He asked in his typical, blunt voice, his expression unchanged as he just looked at her, awaiting an answer to his question.

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Aside from Murphy being back in Camp, things were going back to normal. Jasper had succeeded in blowing up the bridge (with Monty, Raven and Finn's help), but aside from the cheering when they returned to camp, Jasper had lost his 'Folk Hero' status, it seemed, and he was more than happy with that. But Bellamy seemed to be taking more of an interest in him, even more than before when he'd gifted Jasper with his large tent. Jasper wondered what it meant that Bellamy was talking to this with him alone. Was he looking for Jasper to start stepping up as a leader? Miller was still here and alive, but Mbege was dead and Murphy had been ousted from Bellamy's militia at least, even if he was in camp now. Planning wasn't really Jasper's strong suit, but he tried.

They were interrupted after a while by Raven, who said she needed something from Bellamy... and Jasper too. And Jasper didn't miss the way she looked at him, like she was checking him out. His eyebrows shot up, his eyes automatically doing the same to her. He thought she was beautiful, on top of being smart, resourceful, and talented--all things more important than her looks. He'd actually flirted with her before, but it had only been for the fun of it. He wasn't interested in breaking up any relationships.

But... Raven wasn't flirting now. Bellamy was here, so why would she? There was nothing to the way she looked at him just then. Couldn't be. Jasper also didn't miss the tension still between Raven and Bellamy, so he stayed silent, waiting for Raven to answer Bellamy's question.

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[cherry1]

Actually being here standing in front of them now, Raven almost got cold feet. She felt unsure of herself in her own skin, not quite meeting either of their eye lines. Now that she was faced with it, maybe this idea was a little ridiculous. What was she actually thinking? Doubt and anxiety slowly creeped in to replace the little confidence she’d initially had. She wasn’t sure how to actually ask them for what she wanted. How does one tell someone they’re here to bang them? Not just one of them at that, but both of them. At the same time preferably. Something she’d never done before, but had to admit intrigued her.

Deciding to just start by just airing with her frustration she spoke. Here goes. “They don’t waste time I’ll give ‘em that,” she tried to say nonchalantly fiddling with her jacket zipper, but unable to hide the deep bitterness and hurt in her tone. “What’s it been, a day and a half?” Since they ended the most serious relationship either of them had ever been in. Surer of herself now with anger fuelling her, she met Jasper’s eye line for a moment, knowing she’d find sympathy there or perhaps pity. Two expressions she wanted to avoid. “I don’t need your sympathy,” she blurted out at him instinctively. But there was something else she needed. It’s why she’d initially come to Bellamy. Because she didn’t like him, so there was no chance of any strings attached or anyone getting hurt. Just physical. A sentiment she hoped to extend to Jasper.

Tag: Bellamy Blake , @jasper420

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420 and cherry1

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy didn't need to ask to know what Raven was talking about. Finn and Clarke no doubt. Some weird ass love triangle that seemed to exist between them. Bellamy supposed it was expected being around a bunch of delinquents -- though Raven being a part of them sort of nullified that thought. Either way, Bellamy didn't get involved in it. Sure, he noticed it. Was pretty damn obvious wasn't it? "You're mistaking me for someone who cares," he said bluntly, his tone holding no sympathy.

It wasn't because she demanded they not give her any, but because it was how he often held his words. Stoic. Blunt. Seemingly uncaring in this teen drama. "Time to move on." That was his piece of advice for the day. He didn't care about the princess, the spacewalker, and the mechanic. It sounded like the beginning of a bad joke. "So let's get back to why you came in here. What do you want?" She had said that she needed something from both him and Jasper. Was it related to her words somehow? Or was she just venting about her boyfriend's infidelity? Or whatever the hell it was. He looked at her with a still slightly raised brow, a small air of impatience surrounding him as they had plans to make.

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Oh. Oh, shit, Raven and Finn had broken up. Finn was with Clarke. Jasper sucked in a breath, his mouth opening a little to say something comforting, his expression already full of sympathy... and then Raven looked at him and told him she didn't want it. She didn't want anything he was about to offer. He closed his mouth and looked down at the floor until he could get the expression off his face, his hair falling into his eyes.

Of course, Bellamy's response put him on edge a little and helped clear the sympathy from his face. He liked both Bellamy and Raven a lot, respected them both, and he felt like he was in the middle of something he shouldn't be right now. When Bellamy told Raven it was time to move on, though, Jasper couldn't help the frown he shot at Bellamy briefly. Raven was hurting right now, even if she didn't want sympathy. Raven had told Jasper before that she didn't even have family. Just Finn. Jasper looked away again, though, shaking his head and clearing his expression. He couldn't fix whatever was between Bellamy and Raven.

Once his expression was straight again, he looked back at Raven, trying to keep his expression neutral... which wasn't really a strong suit for him. "Anything you need," he said. It was true for him, at least, so he was only speaking for himself.

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[cherry1]

Bellamy was harsh and uncaring and basically just a real asshole. Perfect. She didn’t want him to care. If she needed someone who cared, then she would’ve sought out quite literally anyone else in camp for this. But no. She’d chosen the guy who for a serious moment she’d been very prepared to kill. Moving on, as he’d just said so callously, was exactly why she’d come here. Raven needed to prove to herself at least that she could let go just as easily as Finn had.

And then there was Jasper. “Anything?” She asked, an eyebrow raised. Perhaps that wouldn’t be so true once he found out exactly what she had in mind. But there was something in his willingness to just be there to help her, even though they hadn’t known each other for very long, that spoke to her. It’s not what she wanted, but even as he’d said it, Raven couldn’t help but feel that it’s what a small part of her needed. Though she’d never admit it.

They would both be so different, completely different experiences, here to heal different parts of her. Bellamy for more of the physical and Jasper for the intimacy that she craved. Swallowing she sat on the bed and proceeded to take off her shoes and jacket. Concentrating on each action as she waited for the penny to drop. Standing up she steeled her features, biting her lip. Before mechanically unzipping her trousers and stepping out of them. A mad part of her wanted to laugh at the whole thing. Her heart beating furiously in her chest out of not only nervousness, but an acute sense of exhilaration. Like the first time she’d put on a space suit and stepped outside of the ark.

“I..” she began, about to admit to her lack of experience apart from Finn, but she stopped herself. She didn’t want to appear weak before them, especially with what she was proposing to the both of them. If they were really going to do this, Raven wanted to dominate. Taking the hair tie out of her ponytail she stood before them in her shorts, looking between the vastly different expressions. “Take off your clothes.” She wasn’t asking, and at the pause in the moment, she decided to take the initiative. Staying in control like she'd wanted. “Fine, I’ll go first,” Pulling her shirt over her head, Raven just stood before them expectantly hiding all the rushing fears of another rejection behind her expression.

Tag: Bellamy Blake , @jasper420

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @jasper420 and cherry1

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy could feel Jasper's gaze on him following his words, though he didn't turn his head to take his sight off Raven. He was still waiting for her to tell him what she wanted, as Jasper offered anything she needed. Bringing forth question from Raven, emphasizing the word anything. She seemed to be about to answer but instead, stopped. And decided to take action instead it would seem. Because the next thing she did was pull out her bound hair and told them to take off their clothes.

Bellamy remained unimpressed. His gaze unmoving, unchanged, fixated on hers as he just looked stoically at her. Unaffected by her words or current state before them . . . even when she removed her shirt. His eyes remained where they were. Perhaps there was a flicker of temptation to lower his gaze but he didn't. He just looked at Raven's face, finally realizing what she wanted. He remained silent for a couple more moments, before finally speaking.

"If you're looking for someone to talk you down, tell you that you're just upset and not thinking straight, I'm not that guy." Though unknowingly by saying the words, he supposed he was becoming that guy. But he refused to acknowledge that. He wasn't someone who was going to have a long, deep seated conversation with her about her emotionally compromised state. "He might be," Bellamy said, motioning his head toward Jasper. "But I'm not," he re-emphasized.

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Jasper watched Raven as she seemed to consider both his and Bellamy's responses to her, then frownned, slightly confused as she sat and took of her shoes and jacket. He couldn't figure out why she would do that. But then she stood and... took her pants off. Jasper's eyes widened, and his gaze fell to her legs, his lips parting in both surprises and... well, they were nice to look at. Extremely nice. When she spoke again, albeit only to say "I...", Jasper managed to shake himself and look back at her face. This was Raven, after all. He shouldn't just be ogling her, especially when his brain hadn't quite computed what she was doing.

She pulled her hair down, and Jasper's heart started to race. Was she really--? “Take off your clothes.” Yes. Yes, she was really. And then her shirt was off, and Jasper's gaze fell automatically to her chest, before jumping back up to her face. And then back her chest again, his body starting to react, before Bellamy's words reminded him Raven wasn't the only person in the room. And Bellamy's words made Jasper wonder if he should talk Raven down, tell her she wasn't thinking straight... but Raven had already told him to stuff his sympathy tonight once, and when Raven told you to shut up, listening was often a good idea.

He looked back at Raven, his next words tentative. "You sure?" he asked, but he started to cautiously pull off his jacket, obeying her request as his heart started hammering in his chest. "Both of us?" he added, stupidly, because... well, she could have asked him to leave otherwise, not said 'you too.' He toed off his shoes where he was standing as he let his jacket fall to the ground.

This was not how he'd expected to lose his virginity, but he looked over at Bellamy again, well aware that his expression was probably a mixture of anxiety and excitement. He drew a deep breath and tugged his own shirt off over his head, his own gaze falling somewhere in between them, his hair falling in his eyes a little and he lowered his head slightly because he knew what was underneath his shirt, the nasty, still healing wound from his spearing, was the last thing anyone might find sexy.

But this wasn't about him. It was about Raven, so he licked his lips and looked back over at her. She didn't look disgusted or pitying, so he darted one last look at Bellamy, his expression asking him to follow, before he closed the distance between himself and Raven and kissed her, his hands cupping her face. God, he hoped Bellamy would follow. It would be really awkward making out with Raven in his tent half naked if he wasn't going to join. Plus, eventually they'd reach a point where he didn't know what the hell he was doing--especially given his fantasies had mainly involved only two people--and he knew Bellamy did.

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