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Post by Clarke Griffin on Nov 18, 2015 22:14:17 GMT
“I did, though. He did this for me. He did this to protect me. He… “ Clarke had heard what he had done. “He – what he did, it was something he did deliberately. He wanted this to happen. He wanted to be caught and sent down here with me. So in many ways I sent him down here. Which, leaves me with the guilt again.” But in the end she hadn’t made those rules he lived by. She hadn’t asked him to. She hadn’t condemned all those people to their death. They had sent them down to die in essence. Wells was just one of the first to do so. And who the hell thought it was a good idea to sent Wells down here. This could have been forseen. He was right. She hadn’t done that. The council had, as it had caused so much harm.
“You’re not a failure. People… people aren’t perfect. Mistakes are necessary to grow, ours, the ones of others. You didn’t fail her. You allowed her to grow.” And she thought Octavia would understand eventually. She would understand what was going on eventually she would understand and forgive, if there was something to forgive. She didn’t really think there was. Bellamy was trying his hardest and he wasn’t too bad now, was he? “I think she has to deal with the situation, too. We all are under a lot of stress. Our own lives depend on how well we work together. Nobody is really thinking straight. This is all a … unique situation for all of us. As you said I was a bit of a princess, I would have never guessed I’d sit here, with my throat cut open and my best friend dead. But I have to survive somehow.”
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Post by Bellamy Blake on Feb 23, 2016 0:43:20 GMT
whatever THE HELL WE WANT Bellamy listened to Clarke take on that blame; to take the responsibility of what happened to Wells. Because had more in common with the guy than he had realized. "I would never let Octavia blame herself for me coming down here. And for anything that happened because of it." Though he knew his sister, and perhaps she did. However, he was expressing the similarity of his and Wells situation. "Wells wouldn't let you blame yourself either." Because when you love someone, you would do anything for them. "We made our own choices. And they always have repercussions." Death, being the ultimate one. But he also knew that he couldn't diminish her guilt. It wasn't like he and Clarke were the best of friends. That they could She told him he wasn't a failure and . . . he wished he could believe that.
He wanted to be better for Octavia, to give her more opportunities. But she was already pissed at him, and they hadn't been here for long at all. He just remained silent, unable to accept any positive words from her. He didn't deserve it. Especially after nearly failing Charlotte. He turned as she spoke her last words, regarding what she didn't expect. "We'll survive, somehow," he told her. A single word that entailed so much. That she wasn't alone. That they had decided to lead the people together, and he would not take that lightly. So with those words, he let silence follow. Silence, that would hopefully lead her to a restful sleep after the stresses of the day.
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