Bryan's Birthday Bellebrations

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It wasn't long after Bryan came that he felt Bellamy clench around him as he finished s well, warm fluid flowing over Bryan's hand that just made this even better. Bryan moaned into the kiss, and then slumped against Bellamy's body when they were both finished, panting hard against Bellamy's neck where his head had come to rest on his shoulder. He didn't have any experience to compare this too, but he couldn't help but think he'd made the right choice n waiting until he knew someone. In this case, Bryan knew Bellamy and more than that, liked him a lot. Probably more than Bellamy was ready to hear or he was ready to say. Something like that you didn't say lightly.

Bryan stayed there a few moments until he felt like he could breath more easily, then reluctantly shifted off of Bellamy to his side. His hand traced Bellamy's chest, unsure what to do about the come covering it, but too sated to care--as he kissed along Bellamy's jaw. "That was incredible," he breathed. "You really liked that," he added, not bothering to hide from his voice that he was a little surprised by just how much Bellamy liked it.

Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy's hand ran over Bryan's back in a gentle caress, enjoying his heavy breathing against his neck. His panting, the felt rise and fall of his chest. It was incredible, as Bellamy felt an honor in being the one that left him so breathless. That Bryan had trusted him with his body . . . and more, considering the commitment between them. Though unstated, it was there. It was felt. And Bellamy hoped that he could trust his instinct in that it wasn't one sided. No. He knew it was not. Bryan was too special. When he felt the younger male shift his weight off him, Bellamy felt the immediate deprivation of his body, but turned his head to look at him, a small smile on his lips as he just looked into his eyes.

Bryan saying that it was incredible, seeming surprised that Bellamy liked it. He didn't fail to notice his hand, covered with Bellamy's own come and decided that he should help him to clean it off. Leaning forward for a brief kiss, Bellamy wrapped his fingers around Bryan's wrist to guide his hand toward him. "Best I ever had," Bellamy told him with the utmost sincerity. They had built an emotional connection and that . . . made the physical so much better. Far better than Bellamy ever thought possible. With that, he ran his tongue up Bryan's finger, before sucking the entire thing between his lips, lowering it into his mouth, purposely taking his time with it as he cleaned him off. Whenhe was done, he slowly withdrew the finger from his mouth. "You can try it too," Bellamy offered, a hint of a smirk in his gaze that was fixated on the beautiful male next to him.

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Bryan snorted when Bellamy said Bryan was the best he ever had. "Oh please," he said. Bellamy sounded like he meant it, but it seemed ridiculous to Bryan. They hadn't exactly discussed Bellamy's past sex life extensively, but Bryan could assume from how their relationship started that Bellamy had been having casual sex with people for a while before he met Bryan. Bryan somehow doubted he could be the best Bellamy had ever had when Bellamy likely had more experienced partners than him before. But Bryan was immediately distracted by the way Bellamy started to clean off his hand.

God, it was beautiful to watch Bellamy, but then Bellamy pulled back and offered to let Bryan try it, and Bryan grinned. He wanted to taste Bellamy so much, and hopefully soon he'd get to suck his boyfriend, but right now this was enticing. And felt somehow a little naughtier than actually having sex, just eating Bellamy's release without ever having sucked him. He pulled his hand closer to his own mouth and licked along his palm, lapping up the moisture there as he let his eyes fall shut. He let the thick fluid coat his tongue, and let out a little moan at the taste. He wasn't sure what he expected, but this was better than he imagined. "S'good," he said, licking his thumb clean a little more eagerly before kissing Bellamy so that he could taste it against Bellamy's tongue. "It doesn't... hurt... or anything?" he said finally, going back to reference Bellamy's enjoyments of what they'd just done, then kissing Bellamy again.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Bellamy felt mesmerizedw watching Bryan clean off his hand. Licking Bellamys come that filled it. Had Bellamy not come so hard right now, he would have been immediately aroused again. It would happen soon enough but for now, his eyes just followed the movements of Bryans tongue, gaze going along with every stroke of it as he locked himself clean. When he moved to kiss Bellamy, the older male eagerly responded, his tongue gliding along the side of Bryans during the embrace, helping him wash down the taste with his added flavor. Easing out of it, Bryan questioned whether it hurt. The next kiss distracted Bellamy, his hand going to Bryans cheek as he caressed it with his thumb. Gliding his tongue along Bryans bottom lip for a moment, Bellamy began to respond. "At first, it does a little." He wasnt going to sugar coat that.

"But if youre with someone who takes care of you, theres a hell of a lot more pleasure than pain. Especially for the first time." Bellamy leaned forward to kiss along Bryans cheek, on the opposite side of his hand. "For the record," he began to say, his lips making their way to Bryans ear. "I'll take care of you," he whispered directly in it, a deep quiet voice but thick with sincerity. Kissing his ear he drew back tp look at the gorgeous male. "But we dont have to do that tonight." He knew what Bryan had said but he didnt want to place any pressure on him. Bryan was someone to be cherished, and Bellamy wasnt going to betray. "Tasting you, having you come inside of me . . . it all was so incredible." He kissed Bryans cheek, unable to ever get enough contact with his skin. "I can wait for the rest. Youre damn worth it." With that, Bellamy leaned forward to kiss him again, unused to talking so intimately to another.

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Bryan loved kissing Bellamy. He was pretty sure he would never grow tired of it. It wasn't possible. Bellamy's tongue ran over his lower lip before he pulled back to answer, and Bryan barely held in a needy noise. He didn't think he could get excited again after two amazing orgasms, but this still felt so good. He nodded when Bellamy said it hurt a little at first. He expected as much, and was relieved Bellamy was going to be honest with him. Not that he ever expected dishonestly from Bellamy, but this subject could be one easily dismissed.

He closed his eyes as Bellamy kissed along his cheek, his own hand roaming Bellamy's chest as he listened and enjoyed the contact at the same time. "I'll take care of you." A smile bloomed on Bryan's face at those words, as warmth spread through his chest. Bellamy was going to take care of him. He trusted Bellamy and had for a while now. He knew Bellamy would never want to hurt him. But 'taking care' of meant something deeper, and Bellamy kept kissing his skin, telling him he could wait for him and that he was worth it, and Bryan knew he was starting to really fall for Bellamy in this moment, and fall deep. It was impossible not to. "M'so lucky," he whispered against Bellamy's lips. He slid his hand round Bellamy waist and pulled him closer, and then before he could think twice about the question, he said, "Will you be my boyfriend?" He'd been thinking about Bellamy as his boyfriend for a little while now, but they hadn't officially labeled anything. But right now he was so comfortable and Bellamy was promising to take care of him--sexually sure, but Bryan felt taken care of in other ways already--and he just needed to know.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy loved Bryan's smile. Loved to see him smile. It had been one of the first things that he noticed about the other male . . . what drew him toward him. What made him want to seek him out again after their first date where there had been a . . . misunderstanding. Bryan's smile brought Bellamy ease, and though he may not deserve it, he was far too passed being about to deny himself it. He wanted to protest, telling Bryan that he was not lucky.

That Bellamy was the lucky one . . . but the younger male's next question immediately caused him to pause. Halting all other thought, as Bellamy just focused on his words. Their relationship had been undefined. There had been no discussion about it . . . about the labels being placed on it. So hearing Bryan ask him to be his boyfriend solidified it. And Bellamy knew that there was only one answer he could give. One entirely honest answer. "I'd like that," he said with a bit of a smile, a sincere one.

He felt his heart swell with pride and honor . . . of being someone that Bryan wanted to be with. Someone he wanted to call his boyfriend. And Bellamy would be damn proud to call Bryan his. "I'd like that a lot," he added on, leaning toward Bryan to kiss his lips after saying the words that he spoke from the bottom of his heart. He kept his lips against Bryan's, further confirmation of this now established relationship. They were together; committed. And Bellamy could not describe what he felt in this moments.

The guilt was somewhere there, for allowing himself such joys and pleasures while his sister was imprisoned . . . but there was time for self loathing later. Right now, he wanted to bellebrate this moment. Easing out of the kiss, Bellamy continued to brush Bryan's hair, looking at him with soft intent. "This is a first for me." Just as it was a first for Bryan to have sex with someone. Bellamy had never gone into detail about his past relations. But for some reason, right now, Bellamy wanted Bryan to know that he had never been in a relationship before; that he was his first one. That this was a night of firsts, for the both of them.

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Bryan's smile widened when Bellamy said he'd like to be his boyfriend, then even more when Bellamy said he'd like it a lot, his eyes narrowing and nose scrunching a little as the joy he felt at those words swept over him and overtook the expression on his face. God, had he ever been this damn happy before? Bryan wasn't sure he had, and when Bellamy kissed him, Bryan hummed a happy noise into the kiss. He slid his hand up into Bellamy's hair and held him there as their tongues slid together. He didn't want to stop kissing Bellamy, but when Bellamy pulled back and said this was a first for him, Bryan felt... well, he wasn't happy about that. Bellamy should have had a relationship before now, and Bryan knew why he hadn't. But Bryan did feel very special that Bellamy had decided to let Bryan in after so long, for whatever reason.

He kissed Bellamy again softly. "At least that's one thing I'm not the only one of us experiencing for the first time," he teased. He kissed Bellamy again. Then again. Sliding his hand down to cup Bellamy's jaw, he was pretty sure he could spent the rest of the night just kissing his boyfriend. Maybe the rest of his life. "Thank you," he whispered between kisses. For letting him in. For this night. For everything.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy gave another smile in response to Bryan's words, saying that it wasn't only him who didn't have this experience now. It was true. Bellamy had never been able to let someone else in; to allow himself to be close to anyone before. Bryan was his first, and he didn't want to be with anyone else. It wasn't convenience that brought them together . . . it was because Bryan was who he was. Amazing. Someone Bellamy felt so drawn to. Someone Bellamy had fallen hard for. He returned each kiss, again, and again, his arm wrapped around Bryan as he held the younger male against his body.

When the kiss broke, Bryan thanked him, making Bellamy want to immediately reassure him otherwise. "You never have to thank me for this," he told him, kissing the corner of his mouth. "Or for anything," he added on. It was Bellamy who should be thanking Bryan . . . for not giving up on him. "So, you've had sex on your 18th, got a boyfriend on your 18th . . . " His words were teasing, but but there was obvious truth in them. "Anything else you wanted to do on your 18th?" He asked a bit playfully . . . though also with genuine curiosity.

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It wasn't true that Bryan never had to thank Bellamy for this, or anything else, but Bryna decided to let it go. He would just ignore that Bellamy said not to thank him, and continue doing so whenever he felt it was necessary. He smiled at Bellamy's question, hooking one of his legs with Bellamy's so they could be even closer. God, it felt so good to be wrapped in Bellamy's arms, their bodies touching without clothes to dull the sensation.

He laughed softly. "I don't know," he said honestly. "But I think I'm officially a late-bloomer," he added, joking. he kissed Bellamy again, slowly, then pulled back to look into his boyfriend's gorgeous eyes. "Any suggestions?" he said. "Because I could honestly probably just do this for the rest of the night."

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy was rather enjoying their tangled bodies, the way Bryan's leg hooked over him to further their contact. The way they were just lying here, enjoying the warmth of each other's bodies in the aftermath of their orgasms. It felt . . . perfect. As if it was so easy to shut out the rest of the world and the harsh reality of his own life. Bryan made things so much better. So much brighter in what had been a dark existence for Bellamy. He breathed into the kiss, before Bryan asked him if he had any suggestions . . . stating that he could just do this for the rest of the night.

Bellamy smiled at the thought, reaching his hand to the side for a bit of food. He brought it up to Bryan's lips to taste, wanting him to eat something without them needing to necessarily move right away. "That sounds pretty amazing to me," he agreed, fully in favor of that idea. "How about, a first time we spend the entire night together," he suggested, answering Bryan's initial question of whether he had any suggestions. "Can you stay with me tonight?" He asked. Mainly because he knew Bryan often had to return to his apartment because of his parents. Though Bellamy wasn't sure if tonight would allow for an exception. So maybe there was no harm in asking.

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Bryan chuckled softly as Bellamy held up a piece of food for him to eat before taking it in his mouth. He grinned as he chewed when Bellamy said he was all for just lying here together tonight. A thrill went through him when Bellamy suggested they spend the night together, and he momentarily stopped chewing, just staring at Bellamy. The idea of spending the night in Bellamy's arms and waking up with him in the morning sounded like the best thing he could imagine.

He finished chewing what he had in his mouth quickly, then kissed Bellamy hard, making his excitement for the idea clear. "I would love too," he said sincerely, pulling back to smile at Bellamy. He stroked his cheek momentarily, then reached over for a bite of food to feed to Bellamy, his excitement suddenly giving way to the reality of the mater. He smile slowly faded as he offered Bellamy the bite, but didn't disappear. "I don't know if I can, though," he said, his chest almost aching at realizing he couldn't just take Bellamy up on is offer. "Maybe after you meet my parents?" he suggested. "If you're on your best behavior," he teased, but his smile still didn't brighten back up.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bryan's response to the suggestion was definitely encouraging, as the older male returned the kiss with the same enthusiasm, breathing into it, feel a hope that he could actually accept the offer. When he pulled away, Bellamy took in Bryan's bright smile, the gentle caress of his hand on his cheek as he spoke of how he would love to. As much as Bellamy wanted that to be it, for it to be that simple . . . he was detecting a 'but' in his tone. And the words that followed confirmed that. Bellamy knew he had no right to be disappointed. When his family had been with him, he had never spent a night away from his mother and sister. He couldn't fault Bryan on the same thing. Though at least there was some hope of it after Bellamy met his parents. "I get it," he told Bryan, leaning forward to lightly kiss his lips again in reassurance, noticing how Bryan's smile had slightly faltered.

When he pulled back, he accepted the offered food to his own lips, chewing it and swallowing before continuing. It allowed him to think over Bryan's words, the thought of meeting his parents . . . well, a bit daunting. But Bellamy wanted to do it for Bryan. They had already taken their relationship to another level tonight. Two levels, in fact. Meeting his parents was the next appropriate step. "I can do that," he said with the slightest of smirks. "Be on my best behavior I mean," he added on. "Just so long as I don't have to do that with you when we're alone," he teased with a hint of a mischievous gleam in his eyes, the words having clear suggestiveness in them. With that, Bellamy sat up a bit more, bringing over the plate so that Bryan could access it better, though Bellamy still reached down to offer another bit of it to his partner.

The thought of them having to part ways was . . . well, something Bellamy was already dreading. He had realized fairly quickly on how much he hated being alone. No. It was more specific than that. How much he hated being parted from Bryan. He knew it wasn't right to place such pressure on the male, so often kept it to himself. But . . . being with him, being in his company, made Bellamy feel like he could breathe without it hurting so damn much. " When do you want me to meet them?" Bellamy asked, deciding it was only fair to make the plan for it. Otherwise, the older male feared he may keep putting it off. It wasn't that he didn't want to meet them . . . he just feared the lack of acceptance. The disapproval. And he couldn't blame Bryan's parents for it. Bellamy already knew that he didn't deserve Bryan; he expected the same reaction from others too.