Bryain and Brawn

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy was bracing himself for Bryan's reaction. He would be entirely understanding if the man stepped away. But even if that were the case . . . Bellamy wouldn't give up on them. He never had. He was determined to fight for them, to try and earn Bryan's forgiveness, even if he didn't deserve it. To have heard before Bryan tell him that he loved him, and that they were still committed to each other . . . had given Bellamy hope. Hope, that he could somehow fix the damage he had done. Maybe Bryan was better off with someone else, but if there was one thing Bellamy knew for certain, it was that no one could love him more than he did.

His reaction caused his heart to flood with emotion, wrapping his arms around him, telling him that he didn't know. Bellamy's own arms instantly wrapped around him, holding him close, closing his eyes, the guilt of all this strong but so was the relief. Bryan understood. He understood the need to protect his sister. His lips against the side of his neck warming his entire body. Bellamy nestled his own face in the crook of Bryan's neck, just basking in this moment. How had he been so damn lucky to have the love of someone like Bryan.

Someone as compassionate and understanding. Bellamy knew early on that Bryan was far too good for him. This only reinforced that. Slowly, Bellamy drew his head back to look at him, holding back the tears. "I want to make this up to you," he told him. And he knew, it would take time. "No matter how long it takes." He leaned forward to lightly kiss Bryan's lips before moving back again to look at him, so that the younger male could see the sincerity in Bryan's eyes. "If you'll let me." An indication that Bellamy wanted to solidify that commitment. To be with him, not only physically but in every other aspect of the word. Not that he had ever stopped being with him. He was devoted to Bryan, and wanted to define that, if Bryan wanted the same thing.

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Bryan still felt a little dumbfounded by all this new information. He knew he could accept it. He just had. But he was still probably going to need some time alone to work everything out in his head. They'd missed five months of each others lives, and on Earth, that was a long damn time. Maybe once they talked about it all, thhey might find they'd grown apart, but right now it didn't feel that way. This time when Bellamy kissed him, he kissed back.

There was a part of him, a part left over from life on the Ark, the part of him that just wanted to see people he cared about happy, that wanted to tell Bellamy there was nothing he needed to make up for. But even if he understood and accepted what Bellamy had done, it didn't make the pain that he'd cause Bryan magically disappear. So Bryan nodded. "Of course I will," he said, leaning in to kiss Bellamy again.

And then again. One of his hands slid into Bellamy's hair as he let himself relax again, enjoying the kiss. Things would take time to normalize, but until then, they could take comfort in each others touch. "I still love you," he whispered. He'd barely registered Bellamy saying those words back to him before. He wanted to hear them again.

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[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy felt Bryan kiss him back, far too in tune with his actions to try and get a better sense of where his head was at. His words further revealed that, and Bellamy felt a wave of relief wash over him once again. He would let him make up for this. He was still giving him a chance. It was less than he deserved, but right now, he would selfishly allow himself to be with Bryan. It seemed to be the one good thing in this hell of a world, and fate wasn't exactly often kind to them. Finding him, had been a blessing. A gift. Something incredible. And Bellamy never wanted to let that go. He never wanted to let him go. Never again.

Bellamy breathed into the kiss, the wonderful touch of Bryan's hand in his hair. The words he offered making his heart with emotion. He could never hear that enough; just like he could never say it enough. Bellamy kissed him again after he said them, needing to touch his beautiful lips that had uttered these words. When he eased out of it, he replied with his own. "I love you too," he told him, sincere words spoken from his heart.

"So damn much." Bellamy may have given him reason to doubt that, but from now on, he only wanted to give him reason to believe it. He kissed him again, this time a little more deeply as his arm wrapped around Bryan's waist to hold him against him, his lips trailing from his to his cheek and along his jaw line. "Thank you," he breathed between each kiss, thanking him for this second chance . . . one he didn't deserve; one he would greedily take.

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Hearing Bellamy return his words of love made Bryan relax even more. In spite of everything they still needed to talk about, they still loved each other. That was the best foundation they could hope for. He loved the way Bellamy pulled him closer, their bare chests touching between them. He felt like he could feel Bellamy's heart beat, but maybe it was just his own.

He deepened the kiss, letting his fingers curl in Bellamy's hair to tug just slightly. "Don't thank me," he breathed. "Nothing to thank me for." He pulled back to look at Bellamy, holding his gaze for a moment. "It's what you do when you love someone," he said. You gave them second chances. Maybe even third chances. You tried to understand even the things that hurt you.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

No. Bellamy had to thank him. He wouldn't take Bryan's understanding for granted. He was eternally grateful to him for not giving up on him. For allowing him the chance to prove himself. Bellamy would never cease in his gratitude for that. And deep down knew that no matter what he did, it would never make up for it. But he didn't have the strength to say any of this. He wanted to just embrace Bryan. Hold him. Focus on the fact that they had found each other, and could be together.

That distance no longer separated them. That they could start building a life here, together. Bellamy's hand not around his waist returned to Bryan's cheek, gently caressing it as he just watched him, his words touching his very heart. He was such an incredible man, and Bellamy would never stop wondering how he of all the people, was lucky enough to have earned the man's affections. "I have everything to thank you for," he told him.

"But we can save that argument for another day," he said teasingly, trying to ever so slightly lighten the mood, even despite the things that still needed to be sorted or discussed. He lowered his head, lightly kissing along Bryan's shoulder to his upper arm, earlier noticing the more defined muscles there. "I know that you need to freshen up, and get back out there," he said between each kiss, knowing that he was distracting him -- and both of them -- from what their people would demand of them. "I just . . . feel like I can't let you go," he playfully admitted. He didn't want ot let him go again.

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Bryan opened his mouth to argue that Bellamy didn't have to thank him, but Bellamy cut him off, saying they could argue about that another time. Bryan shut his mouth again, huffing an almost amused breath. When Bellamy started kissing down his shoulder and to his arm, Bryan close his eyes, letting out a pleased sigh. And when Bellamy said he didn't feel like he could let him go, another amused breath came out of Bryan, this one with a small smile. "I know the feeling," he said, his fingers still in Bellamy's hair as his other hand slid up Bellamy's spine. He lowered his head and kissed Bellamy's neck.

"How long do you think we have 'til the rest of Farm gets here on foot?" he asked, against Bellamy's skin, breathing against the damp patches his mouth had left. "And where do you freshen up around here?" he asked. Bryan really hoped the water was warmer here than it was in Azgeda territory, where they'd mainly been 'cleaning up' in ice cold rivers and streams.

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[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

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THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy heavily exhaled at the sensation of Bryans lips moving along his neck. One hand moved to the back of Bryans neck to encourage him, thoroughly enjoying his attentions on his skin. The feelings it was causing to stir within him. The need. "A few hours probably," he managed to get out in a low voice, in between each kiss as his lips moved along Bryans upper arm, across his collar bone.


He felt too good, the familiar feel and taste of his skin urging Bellamy to compensate for all the time they had missed and needed to make up for. "Theres a shower in the bathroom," he finally answered, growing increasingly distracted by their actions. His lips continued their path back up the side of his neck. "You want to get cleaned up?" He asked, wondering if it was a hint for Bellamy to stop . . . or dare he hope an invitation for him to continue.

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Bryan kept kissing along Belllamy's neck, out to his shoulder and Bellamy's lips moved over his collar bone. It had been far too long since he's bee touched like this, since he'd kissed Bellamy. Much more of this, and Bryan wouldn't be able to stop himself from finishing the job he'd started of undressing Bellamy and taking as much of Bellamy's body as Bellamy wanted to give him. A few hours was more than enough time, maybe even for more than one round.

It was Bellamy's next words that stopped him, and he lifted his head from where it was moving over Bellamy's skin, though he didn't pull away Bellamy's mouth on his neck. "You have a working shower?" he asked, knowing he sounded surprised, and probably too pleased by the idea. It had been months since he's showered, really showered. His body had already started taking notice of what he and Bell were doing, and he didn't want to stop, but the eagerness to take a shower for the first time in months was strong.

He turned his head to kiss along Bellamy's jaw to his ear. "You wanna help me clean up?" he whispered.

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[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bellamy couldn't help but smile at Bryans reaction to the revelation of showers. He recalled that similar reponse when those from the dropship had come to Arkadia and things were established. Bellamy closed his, Bryans words slightly belatedly processing in Bellamys mind as he was distracted by Bryans kisses along his skin. He didnt want this to stop . . . and fortunately, Bryan thought of a way to prevent that from happening. A thrill shot through him over the idea of touching Bryan all over his body, with both his hands and lips.

He moved his head back a little to capture him in another kiss, this time a little more heated than before. His finger skimmed down Bryans chest and he hooked a finger into the rim of his pants. He then began to walk backwards toward the bathroom, pulling Bryan with him. Easing out of the kiss he finally spoke. "Sounds amazing," he breathed, the mere thought already arousing him. Once close to the door, Bellamy started to pull down Bryans pants where he had already previously unfastened them. . . only this time, there was no need to stop.

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Bryan made a pleased noise into the kiss, his body waking up even more in response to the added heat to it, and let Bellamy guide him to the bathroom, his own hands working on Bellamy's pants too. He kicked off his shoes as Bellamy pushed his pants and boxers down, and he waited for Bellamy to do the same so that Bryan could get him equally undressed. When they were both free of their clothes, Bryan pressed himself against Bellamy, kissing him hungrily as one of his hands slid into Bellamy's hair and the other moved to squeeze Bellamy's ass.

"Can't even tell you how much I've missed this," he breathed, his erection pressed against Bellamy's as he walked Bellamy back toward the shower. Once inside, Bryan shut the door and turned on the shower, not flinching at the cold water that hit him first, but groaning and leaning slightly away from Bellamy to tilt his head back into the spray as it warmed up. His mouth was hanging open as he enjoyed the sensation, but it formed a smile anyway. "Can't tell you how much I've missed this either," he said, laughing softly.

He lifted his head to look at Bellamy, but was distracted by the items on the little ledge built into the shower stall, and his smile widened. "You have soap," he said, knowing the relief in his voice probably sounded ridiculous, but he didn't care. He grinned at Bellamy and then leaned in to kiss him hard.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bryan's hands unfastening his pants, only made him harder, with such close contact. And made him want him even more -- as if that was remotely possible in this moment. Bellamy kicked off his shoes, pulling down and off each layer of clothing. Normally he was neat but right now, he didn't give a damn about leaving the attire sprawled on the ground. He was far too preoccupied with giving Bryan his full attention. For appreciating him. For making up for all the months they lost. The way he was touching him only delved him deeper into that need and desire. The pleasure that could be found only with Bryan.

"Me too," Bellamy breathed in return, unable to express that fully. "God, the number of times I ached for you," he added on. Mostly in his heart but well, in other physical ways as well. They had been quite physical when together, and it was only made more amazing but the love they shared for one another. The two went hand in hand. Once they got to the shower, Bellamy stepped inside with Bryan, and found himself just watching him. The way the water poured over him, the way Bryan seemed to be thoroughly enjoying the sensation of it . . . it was a beautiful sight. One that he took a mental picture of to forever keep in his mind. He didn't move or react, not daring to disturb the perfection of that image -- despite how it made him even harder and more desperate to touch him.

Fortuantely, Bellamy wasn't left staring for too long. Bryan spoke of missing this, and then noticed the soap. "We also have shampoo," he pointed out, almost teasingly but also with truth to his words. When Bryan moved to kiss him, Bellamy immediately responded, his arms wrapping around him, snaking up his back to run his fingers through his now wet hair as he deepened the kiss. The feeling of his partner wet like this was sensational. Bellamy deepened the kiss, more interested in drinking in Bryan rather than the water that fell over them. "I think you're more turned on by the shower," Bellamy teased him playfully, a small chuckle escaping him while one of his hands trailed down his back to his ass, feeling his wonderful curves and firmness.

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Shampoo. Byran thought he might never see shampoo again, and the idea of it was really nice. But Bellamy hands on his ass and in his hair brought Bryan's attention back to the man in front of him. He moaned softly against Belamy's mouth, laughing breathlessly when Bellamy pulled away to speak. "Honestly, I think I was for a second there," he admitted. "Four months is a long time to go between showers."

He kissed Bellamy again, hungrily, his wet hands going into Bellamy's hair to gently tug his head back, his mouth going to Bellamy's adam's apple as it was better exposed to him, licking as sucking at it. Bellamy's neck was always a weakness for Bryan. He couldn't get enough of the taste and feel of it, the way it vibrated against his mouth when Bellamy groaned. He kissed up the side of Bellamy's neck to just under his jaw, letting Bellamy's head forward again so he could lift his mouth to Bellamy's ear. "How about we get me clean before you get me dirty again?" he panted. "More fun that way."

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[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Bryan's laughter was beautiful. A sound that Bellamy would never grow tired of hearing. Bryan's words caused Bellamy to chuckle yet again, hearing him say that he was more turned on by the shower, the teasing in his voice. But Bellamy could also understand the appeal. Right now, he had a stronger craving for his partner than the water though . . . but four months was certainly a long time.

"And five months is a long time to go without you," he teased in return, capturing his lips as Bryan kissed him. He moved against his mouth, fervent and heated desire in the way he kissed him, though he felt his head tugged back, Bryan then occupying his mouth against Bellamy's neck, sucking his adam's apple. The older male groaned with the pleasure of it, finding it far more arousing for Bryan to be what wet him rather than the water. His fingers tangled in Bryan's hair on the back of her head, encouraging him to keep going.

"God I miss the way you feel," Bellamy breathed, swallowing which only made Bryan's actions on his neck even more incredible. The way his tongue and mouth worked him was making that ache he felt for Bryan, all the stronger. He closed his eyes as Bryan kissed his way up his neck, before saying words that sent a thrill and strong anticipation to course through him. Bellamy smiled as he pulled Bryan in for another kiss, as if to initially answer his question that way.

"I definitely agree," Belalmy spoke against his lips. "Both things sound incredible," he added on, already reaching for the shampoo. "As long as you let me finish both jobs," he further teased, the irony in his words for the dirtying would undo the cleaning but at this point, Bellamy didn't care. Squeezing some of the content of the shampoo into his hand, he rubbed it together and started to massage Bryan's scalp. Bellamy leaned forward to kiss him while doing so, his tongue slipping between Bryan's lips to explore the familiar area. His body rubbed against Bryan's, purposely so that their hardened cocks would glide against each other as he groaned into the kiss, mixed with the pleasure of touching his hair and weaving his fingers through his wet locks.

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Bryan loved the way he could get Bellamy worked up with his mouth against that beautiful throat, the way it moved under his mouth with Bellamy's words and swallows."Missed doing this," he said against Bellamy's skin in response to his words. Five month had been a long time without his boyfriend. Bryan was more than ready to make up for that.

"Definitely'll let you finish," he said, smiling at Bellamy's tease. "I'll make sure you finish," he added, giving Bellamy a mischievous look before Bellamy's hands went into his hair. Bryan groaned into the kiss, drinking in Bellamy's taste and desire for him, enjoying the scent of the shampoo, too. He felt Bellamy's cock against his, and couldn't stop himself from grabbing Bellamy's ass and pulling their bodies together. God, it was hard not to just say 'fuck it' and fuck Bellamy senseless, but he had a feeling it would be more enjoyable for both of them if Bryan didn't feel dirty.

"Mmm, feels so good... too good to be true," he groaned against Bellamy's lips, reaching for the soap to start lathering himself up.

Tag: Bellamy Blake

[Bellamy Blake]

Tag: @bryanbryanbryan

whatever

THE HELL WE WANT

Hearing Bryan speak of how he missed this, just made it feel even more incredible -- as if that was possible. Every sense of Bellamy's was heightened. Strongly aware of not having been exposed to all this for five months. They were now in overdrive. And he didn't have any clue how he was managing to even restrain himself in this moment. His partner's teasing words only made Bellamy smirk, his heart beating in anticipation for seeing him put the words into action. Bellamy sharply inhaled when Bryan's hands touched his ass, pulling them closer so that their cocks were pressed against one another. Hardened and ready.

Bellamy gently nipped Bryan's bottom lip, his hands continuing to massage his scalp, taking his time, despite his need for the man. He felt is shoulders move, indicating that he was starting to soap himself. Bellamy didn't want to miss that opportunity. He wanted to touch Bryan. Feel every contour of his newly developed muscles. Wanted to learn his body again with all its changes. "It does," Bellamy breathed. With the determination in mind, he captured Bryan's lips in a strong kiss, moving him back so that he was against the wall. He had not yet washed the shampoo from his hair, but he would take care of that later. Bellamy's body in between Bryan and the water but there was still a chance that some could get onto Bryan. And cause the shampoo to leak onto his face. Which was in part why Bellamy had said the next words.

Easing out of the kiss, Bellamy's hand reached for the soap in Bryan's, taking from him while his lips moved to Bryan's ears. "Keep your eyes closed," he said in a low voice. With that, a small smile crept onto Bellamy's lips as his hands, one still holding the soap, starting to move over Bryan's body. He started at his shoulders, slowly moving his hands down his arms, fully appreciating the way he felt. He then moved under his arms, grazing up them until he reached the end, at which point . . he hands started to draw forward to Bryan's chest. Bellamy's eyes were fixated on his actions, taking in every detail of his partner's body, wet and soaped up. Unable to resist touching him more, Bellamy reached forward, kissing the bottom of Bryan's neck as his hands moved down his chest, and lower, inching their way to his cock.